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Glad You Came- The Wanted

2012-01-28T15:20:00.002+11:00

Not going to lie but I can say for everyone else that they're not looking forward to school in 2 DAYS. People who are looking forward to school are generally those who want to see their friends and loves that whole returning back to school feeling and ask 'HOW'S YOUR HOLIDAYS? I MISSED YOU!'- pfft.

On the other hand, Harry confirmed he and Caroline WERE together. Well he didn't actually say it but his tweet made it obvious.
" Please know I didn't 'dump' Caroline. It was a mutual decision. She is one of the kindest, sweetest people I know. Please respect that"
Okay I've never hated on Caroline or sent her any hate because that'd just be mean but to see Harry actually posting his personal life and having to clarify things up shouldn't even happen. People should get over him and this 15 year age gap. Oh for you guys who don't know, Harry's 17 years old and Caroline's 32. That's the issue there but I really don't care.
When he tweeted that, I just poured my heart out for his boy. He doesn't deserve this. Let him live his life and date whoever he wants to date no matter what that age is. That said, I prefer him to be with Caroline rather than an average teenage girl. I actually think she'll keep him humble and grounded but the media is driving this whole predicament into chaos.
Poor Harry..

Straight Lines- Silver Chair

2012-01-26T16:41:00.002+11:00

Purchased these loafers last night. Real leather at a good price. I won't tell you the exact price but I got it under $30. What a deal! I can't wait til they come and slip into my feet.

Somebody I used to know- Gotye (feat Kimbra)

2012-01-23T13:06:00.002+11:00

I've noticed lately that I'm not photogenic or I don't like to be in photos. Also I haven't taken a luvo in forever. When someone wants to take a photo with me, I hesitate and refuse but I give in and take it anyway.
I don't know why I hate taking photos now. It's the wrong time too, now that I'm nearing the end of school. I think it's because I'm getting mature. I don't feel mature but it's time I act like it. As young as my cousins are, they keep me as immature as possible and I kind of like it.
Another thing, now that social networking sites are available I know that photos can be displayed. I'm not afraid if I look ugly or not, I'm used to it after all these years with a camera but it's the fact that people always have to put their life on display and show everything about themselves on Facebook or Twitter. Especially on Facebook. When people go out to eat or go and have a cup of coffee, snap: take a picture of the coffee and mobile upload it. Honestly, it's not necessary. And when I go out somewhere, let's say with friends and they've brought a camera. I don't want our outing to be viewed on Facebook. Weird feeling but I'm getting the sense that not everything about ourselves should be a life account.

Moments- One Direction

2012-01-22T11:20:00.005+11:00

Sorry but can I show you how much I love Harry Styles.

Up all night- One Direction

2012-01-19T17:37:00.008+11:00

Look at them babes. Their faces were hilarious the whole time LOL

Everything about you- One Direction

2012-01-18T13:26:00.002+11:00

Looking forward to:

Chinese New Year- one of the most appreciative things about being asian, red pocket money. And the celebration is madness and ...beautiful. It's almost like an asian Christmas but with a lot of tradition. I honestly can't wait because the food, my family and relatives, the happiness, the celebration and the money just makes us feel closer and like one big happy family.
April- My birthday. I'm not thinking of anything at the moment, it's less than 4 months away but I've got plenty of time to think. Besides it's my 17th and it isn't anything special. Other than that, One Direction is coming and I'm not really excited as I thought it would be. Presumably because I think now that everyone has discovered them and have become their fans, they'll block out the ones who were actually there from the beginning. It puts more of a less chance of seeing them. I really just want to talk to them privately. But I want to see how hot they are. Especially Harry... mmm
Sister's graduation which is also in April. My second eldest sister is due to graduate and she's got her Canon SLR camera which I can use to capture her collecting her bachelor of whatever and her grin :) Wow so many 'hers' I wrote in there LOL
Multicultural Day (E-day). Haha I told my sister a group in my grade was considering to dress up as Disney characters. She looked at me like I was a blonde bimbo saying "It's multicultural day, you're meant to dress multicultural, not Disney characters'. Despite that, E-day is like a great way to celebrate being in year 12. That it's our last year and it's a fantastic celebration.
I think I might actually go to one of my first concerts this year. Either Simple Plan or One Direction. Possibly Simple Plan because my sister said I had to go with her and I said I wouldn't mind because they'd be epic live. Also I wouldn't mind seeing Coldplay. Chris Martin is one hell of a cool dude. PARRA- PARRA-PARADISEEEE. As for One Direction, rumour has it that they're currently planning a 2012/2013 world tour for the end of the year. Why are they moving so fast? Slow down boys.

Not looking forward to:

Resuming back to school. Awful awful awful feeling. I can already feel the stacks of homework, assignments and stress I'll be dealing with.
Half Yearlies/ Yearlies during the year. I don't even know how I'll begin to study and memorize.
Last day of school. Graduation. Makes me so sad. Leaving highschool and saying goodbye to teachers and 6 years of secondary school. Actually 13 years of school altogether. Wow that's almost as long as I've lived. This year will definitely go by very fast.
HSC. Time to put my head down and study hard. I'm aiming for 85. If I get higher than that, then far out it was all worth it in the end. And far out Emily, you're smarter than you thought you were LOL If I get lower then it's never the end of the world.

Valerie- Amy Winehouse

2012-01-16T11:58:00.002+11:00

You're not my first priority if we are not together.
I treat boys differently due to the fact that if he was my boyfriend, I'd make him my priority. I'd make sure he feels loved and that I do care about him. But if he wasn't my boyfriend, I'd talk to him like a mate. I wouldn't ask him if he wanted to go somewhere with me because that'll make me feel uncomfortable knowing that you would do something like that with your 'boyfriend'. I also don't like flirting. It's a technique used to capture the guy but I use it to capture MY guy. The guy I intend on dating and not to play with. Honestly, I think flirting is horrible. I wouldn't flirt with a guy unless I really wanted to be with him. Other than that, flirting has an insignificant purpose.
I haven't had a boyfriend for almost 3 years. Make that 3 years in February. I don't miss having one because it's probably the most worrying times of your life; you could easily disappoint the other person or you'd have to find quality time with them. But on the bright side, it's wonderful to have someone always by your side. Someone who's willing to listen to your problems and ... hug you hehe
Hugs were always awesome. To think of it, I haven't had a proper hug since ... well I don't really remember. A hug that's lasted for more than 10 seconds. I've had hugs over the year that were like 'Aw thankyou!' or 'Happy Birthday!' but never hugs that were long lasting and you could actually remember what they felt like. I miss hugs.
Also you would always have fantasies of what you would do with your ideal boyfriend. Like snuggling up in a couch or bed while he kisses you all over your face or walk from behind and cover your eyes while giving you the biggest hug.
Sometimes I get afraid that because I've stayed single for this long, I might forget what's it like to be in a relationship. Forget how to manage one and the amount of time you dedicate to this one special person.
I hope one day a special person will walk into my life someday and make it easy. I hope they make me feel eternally happy and that there won't be any worries.

Give Me Love- Ed Sheeran

2012-01-15T13:43:00.002+11:00

Friends. Oh how we lose them and gain more. Looking through my past life and seeing how my friends have left and come back and how new ones have come in, it's funny how we still can't find our true friends even though we're ending another chapter of our life.
I've lost friends. Maybe ..a friend. Come to think of it you were a good friend and I still think you are. I mean you're loyal to me. Even though we don't talk as much as we used to, you still keep my secrets. I'm sure you've never told anyone my secrets and I really don't know why. I know you've told others about other peoples secrets but why not mine? I'm not saying you should because that'd get me mad but it's like no matter how distant we are, you will never tell my secrets and I find that trustworthy.
I can say for myself you have trust issues/ friend issues because you keep migrating from one group of friends to the other to find new friends to play with. Remember you left me. I expected a notice or some kind of goodbye but you left and didn't even have any remorse for your actions.
Another thing, since you left you have been greatly influenced by your peers. I don't know whether you choose to hang out with them or because that's just your scene but all i know, is that that's not the person I used to know.
I guess when you're growing up, you do lose your innocence. You do become greatly influenced and you do make decisions and mistakes but as your observer, you choose the wrong path.

Lucky- Colbie Caillat and Jason Mraz

2012-01-14T14:42:00.004+11:00

SO AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

ONE THING- ONE DIRECTION

2012-01-14T13:51:00.004+11:00

I've already posted that song as my subtitle but I'll post it again because the music video has finally been released!! I've been waiting for it since last year because the song is so awesome and catchy and you'll never stop singing to it. I LOVE YOU ONE DIRECTION. And this music video is funny, genuine and amazing! They're like children running around, I love it soooo much :D Shows what beautiful boys they are :)

Your Song- Elton John

2012-01-12T14:28:00.001+11:00

MY SISTER IS GOING TO HAMILTON ISLAND ON FRIDAY. WHAT TO DO FOR A WEEK. WHAT TO DO?! WELL I can say I can't wait for the pictures :D

Superhero- Cher Lloyd

2012-01-12T13:13:00.008+11:00

Here's some things I've received or bought over these holidays.

^ Given for Christmas- Dangerfield backpack, TOMS shoes, Foster The People/ Mumford and Sons and One Direction album.

^1. Cargo genie pants, dotti plain tee, white collared shirt, Quartz watch, Glassons polka-dot socks, Cotton on cardigan
2. Typo lanters, Mooloola moccasins, Glassons knitted socks
3. All About Eve shorts (sister gave me it), Havaianas thongs
4. Sportsgirl bag. My sister rummaged upon this while cleaning her room and didn't want it so gave it to me, woo!

At the Mall- Emerald Park

2012-01-10T12:41:00.013+11:00

I really do like to spend my money... Well it's only been on cheap things. Sometimes I think it's a gift that I can find good things at an affordable price lol Or maybe I'm just experienced :P
I bought these collars on ASOS last night for a great price :-) Can't wait till they come so I can accessorize it with my plain shirts.

Accidental- Olly Murs

2012-01-09T17:30:00.003+11:00

Thoughts today:
• Yes! I worked on my Visual Art project. I didn't sculpture or mould the face on the canvas but did some brainstorming and drawing in my VA diary. Preparing for what to do when I go back to school. Makes me feel relieved because I really thought I was behind but once I started it I felt like I did quite a lot. Also read through some of the monologues I found for Drama.

• Gee today was hot

• My uncle is singing this funny song to his daughter. It's got the word poo and paw paw in it but spoken in teo chew.

• I love One Direction too much. Other than that, April is going to be epic. One Direction is coming on my birthday! And there's my sisters' graduation.

• Cabramatta documentary was on last night and I just got annoyed at how many people had to say it on Facebook. When I watched it, I felt ashamed of Cabramatta. It's sad and it's such a disgrace to our race.

• You talk too much. You should talk less.

• That Jeremy Sumpter dream... Lol

• I can't wait for tomorrow. Like finally!

• I don't want to play UNO with Madison anymore. It's killing me.

• What to do tonight...

Mr Brightside- The Killers

2012-01-08T22:02:00.001+11:00

Ah, here he is.

Don't Stop (Colour on the Wall)- Foster The People

2012-01-08T17:51:00.002+11:00

Remember Jeremy Sumpter? Also known as Peter Pan? Mmm yeah, recalling your memory! Well I had one hell of a dream about him and guess what it was about? We were together! Now, I haven't mentioned his name or googled him in years and I had a sudden dream of him which is quite weird. Another BUT, last night I was watching tennis and saw Richard Gasquet play and I thought he looked like Jeremy Sumpter which probably triggered my dream lol
Basically I was at a friends house (this is my dream btw) and I had a pillow with me and was about to sleep on a chair until he came up and sat on it instead and let me rest my head on his lap. That feeling felt so freaking real! Ever had a dream that felt so real?! All your senses were used up! And he talked to me and we fiddled around and we were going to kiss until I woke up for work hmph. What a great dream and I can't get over on how real it felt. Oh and that yummy picture of him on Tumblr... I'll find it later. I posted it on my Tumblr a long time ago.. But he was wearing a beanie and looked cute. Ooft, oh yeah I watched Soul Surfer too and he was in it as well, so I guess it's not so weird after all. But damn he was like a really good boyfriend haha

One Thing- One Direction

2012-01-08T00:06:00.003+11:00

For every post I'll name it with a song title with its' artist because I listen to them a lot or... I just like the song. The artists might be repititive such as One Direction, Ed Sheeran and Olly Murs. I listen to them most! So here's my first one.

Favourite pair of shoes

2012-01-07T15:05:00.002+11:00

I bought these RMK loafers on Wednesday afternoon when my sister got hers delivered and I thought I really wanted a pair too. Luckily they still had my size and funny enough, I got the last pair. Woo, they were also sold in a beige colour but that was sold out. Nevertheless I'm happy with these black ones :-) I wore them to work yesterday and I really didn't want to dirty them but I insisted lol

2012-01-06T20:25:00.002+11:00

I like good listeners. It bothered me at work today that people who don't listen to me are annoying. This is for everyone but specifically pointed to one person so I'm going to speak in second person referring to 'you'.
Okay well first off, I'm not speaking in a negative manner but I really wished you were a better listener. I mean you talk to me a lot and I talk to you back so I expect you to remember what I tell you because I remember yours but in response, you don't really remember at all. You always ask me how was my day and I'd always say great/ good/ fine/ okay etc but I would never tell you about it because I know I'd be wasting my time telling you it when you practically don't give a crap about my day and you probably won't remember. And even if it has been a very long time since we've talk and I'd ask you 'do you remember when I .......?' - Nope you don't remember because you forgot or you never listen! Listening is the easiest thing in the world. Memory is hardest. Look it won't hurt if you listened to my stories because all I've ever done is listen to yours and ask tonnes of questions and look interested. Please try doing the same?
Also read properly too. I answer all your questions, answer mine. And read everything. Like sometimes you ask me a question and I've already answered it. It's like you didn't read and didn't listen at the same time! My point here is... English is necessary lol and I really like you to listen and read all of my texts/ stories etc because I can't stand having to repeat myself. Oh and because I feel like I've been ignored which is a very sucky feeling. Hope that made sense :-)

2012-01-05T14:39:00.002+11:00

I don't know whether I'm jealous or envious, or maybe both.
I don't think I've ever felt like I was immensely jealous of someone but probably envious. Yeah maybe I envy. I take a look at someone's life and want it. I don't wish or else that'll be jealousy. To be envious is to want it and I choose to want what that person has.
Right now, I'm not envious of anyone. The thought just came to my mind. I'd like to have Miranda Kerr's life excluding Orlando Bloom LOL I mean she's a model with a hot body, blue eyes, tall, dimples- the whole package!

Another thing on my mind is what I want to accomplish before I die. You may say you have years til you die but you never know when an accident comes lurking around the corner so it's better you start your bucket list now :-)
1. First thing on my mind is to know how to play an instrument. I don't care what instrument it is, I just want to learn one. I was given piano lessons when I was 8 but I refused because I thought it was just ridiculous, like me playing piano? pssht please. RECALL I WAS 8 YEARS OLD. Now I'm double that, I don't think it's ridiculous at all.
2. People might say bungee jump or sky dive... mmm maybe not sky dive because my uncle says that's a huge risk. It might lead you to your death already haha but I'll consider bungee jumping. Looks fun. Travel to New Zealand one day and try that!
3. Also I want to live in England. Move there for a few years and ontain the accent. Oh and meet my future husband hehe, HARRY COME TO ME! Nah but it's mostly cold and rainy over there and I'm not particularly a summer girl so the weather should be fine.
4. I'd like to at least be on tv so I can tell people I've been on there. Well IF I become an actress then that's all sorted!
5. Go on a road trip either with friends or family, doesn't matter. Either way it'll both be fun. Want to see the Australian outback and also the kind of things we encounter. It'll be funny if the car breaks down, it'll be even more fun!
6. DO THE SPLITS. OMG I CAN ACHIEVE THAT NOW BUT PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT.
7. Kiss someone in the rain. You can do that anytime but I want to kiss someone who means a lot to me. Someone I'll hopefully spend the rest of my life with :-)
8. Go inside a castle and visit it. See how big and spacious it is!
9. I don't ever want to get drunk.
10. Surf. Love to try and surf and be more confident in the deeper end of the ocean.

... I'll think of more later.

2012-01-04T08:28:00.002+11:00

I hate working because I hate dealing with customers. Each and every one of them that walks into the chemist is different. Might be rude, might be nice and conversational, might be in a rush. I wished everyone was nice. That's hard to say because my uncle knows everyone that comes into the store and he can have a conversation with anyone.
Today's trading hours: 9am- 7pm. 10 hours of my day gone. 10 hours of boring service. Hopefully there will be a lot of stock so I can pack them up and stack up the Meds on the stalls. Please let this day be over! Then I have Friday which is a full day too.
Bleh

2012-01-02T00:50:00.000+11:00

Happy New Year Everyone. It's great that it's a new year but it sucks because this is the year when I finish school... forever.
Makes me really sad. Just imagine when the time comes around, when I graduate, go to formal, see most of the people that I'll never see for the rest of my life for the last time, goodbye maths, drama, not necessarily drama or English or sport, goodbye Art, history, geography, science, the teachers and everything. How I wake up every morning at 8am to walk to school and see my friends everyday. Go to class, out to recess and lunch and sit in the quad. All of that will be missed.
I ask my sisters all the time if they ever miss highschool. They always reply with a yes. They always mention how they miss seeing their friends everyday and that they wished they could redo every test because highschool was so easy compared to uni. Everytime they talk about uni (only when I ask them about it) they mention how hard it is compared to highschool. You don't have teachers, instead have lecturers. They don't help you like the teachers did, providing information, a scaffold or anything like that. They just give you an essay question and answer this in this amount of pages under this amount of words. Damn.
Yeah I don't want to leave highschool purely because it's like the end of my youth. After that, life begins. I'll be 18 when I'm out which means I'm legal to drink, doesn't necessarily mean I will because I still think drinking is bad. I'll have to get a job, be independent. God being a kid was so much easy. Your parents did everything. Soon you'd have to pay the bills. I don't want to grow up :'(
I wish God gave me something to work for or at least dropped a career infront of me and I'll take it. But nooo that's all you.
Damn you young teenagers who successfully win Talent shows/ X Factor/ Idol etccc This is reminding me of One Direction how they're all teens and already have a future. I want a future with you Harry :-)
Anyways, resuming school on the 30th. Less than a month as for now since it's 2012. Better get a move on with my homework plus, VA is dying on me. Don't know what to do with it ha!
Oh and today I went to a bay called Little Bay which was an hour drive from where I live lol I went with my cousins and it was hella fun! Didn't get burnt but got a bikini tan on my back. That's okay, noone can see it :-) I've also been eating a lot over the past week because of Christmas, Boxing Day and New Years but it didn't affect my weight, surprisingly.
Once again, Happy New Year and I hope this year will treat each and every one of you well! If not, make it good!!

Christmas/ Boxing Day

2011-12-28T11:08:00.003+11:00

I really should of posted on the 2 days but I really had no time. Everything was so busy and fast I couldn't really keep up..
Okay so Christmas was loads of fun. As you know my grandma's house is the mad party house. Everyone comes over, makes food, plays music and just relax or have fun. It's like our chilling house. So my sister woke me up at 10.30am to go yum cha at canley heights. I felt filthy and told them why didn't they wake me up earlier so I could shower!!
Walked to canley heights, had yum cha, went back home. Quick change of clothes and drove to grandmas at 1.30pm.
Mind me, everything is written explicitly because I haven't written in my diary for a week and all these details are to be recorded specifically so I can write them down when I have the chance to write in my diary :-)
Grandmas was already madness. Had to clean the house a bit and prepare all the food. The food was so... We were so... English. Nothing there was Asian. Not at all. We had turkey... I didn't have it because it looked a tad dry... We had cous cous and tomato salad, oysters, salmon, marinated chicken, eggplant and sun dried tomatoes, bread and many more.
During eating, we played Just Dance 3. So much fun with the family!! I was undefeatable hehe We all had our food and dessert which was yummmmmm!!!! Mixed fruit with coconut syrup plus this Asian thing, idk but Asian desserts are the best.
OMG I FORGOT we opened our kris Kringle presents! It was sooo funny and fun!! Madison was first and she got a Dora the explorer school kit for next year; I had her for KK :)
Baby Max: toy truck
Cooper: electronic robot with learning cards
Stephanie: Scratchies
Vivian: white watch
Nathan: yellow watch
Bridget: pink watch + smiggle black speakers (they looked really good)
Trent: blue watch
Liam: Nerf gun
Adrian: Guiness world record 2012 book + Nerf gun
Chloe: 2 m&m dispensers with m&m LOL
Keevenh: box of ginger beer since he's legal to drink
Me: Foster the people and Mumford and Sons album
Keehao: Superdry thongs
Aunty Sophine: Photo frame with a picture of her family
Uncle Hy: wireless mouse
Uncle Huor: glassware
I think that's it... We had so much fun and left at 11.30?

Boxing day: didn't go to the sales and came back to grandmas to help clean- vacuum and mop. I did the mopping for the whole entire house. It was very very hot. We had leftovers from last night and used the food for dinner. You may not know but our large family enjoys cricket. We're mad for cricket. And as there is a Boxing Day test match we came over to watch it altogether. Left home at 11pm.

Awesome Christmas and Boxing Day. Cheers to everyone else :-) Stay safe for the New Year!

A thing I never liked

2011-12-28T11:00:00.003+11:00

It's weird to think of this but I never liked being given presents. The thought of someone giving me presents makes me feel bad. I feel like I should be thankful for the gift and appreciate the person but really I don't want it even if the person really wanted to give me it.
I thought about this a lot and I came to a revelation that the reason I don't like gifts being given is because I feel like I'm not deserving of them. Like what have I done to you to deserve a gift? Why do I need a gift? What made you think of giving me a gift? Farr outt lol
Occasions like my birthday or Christmas is fine but other than that, I don't deserve one. Woah wait..
Another reason. If I'm not even close to being good friends with you. If we're just classmates or buddies or anyone I don't know well enough, what makes you want to give me a gift????? We're not even close friends!! LOL you're very generous and thoughtful but honestly splurge your money on someone else more worthy. Someone who you've known longer not someone you've just recently got to know!
Along with that, I don't deserve it LOL

2011-12-23T00:24:00.003+11:00

201st post after 3 years of owning this blog.
Today was fun. I'm happy, incredibly happy. I love my friends. I'm glad the friends I have aren't mean, bitchy, ignorant or assholes LOL They're carefree and normal people. They know how to relax and have fun. They know what's wrong and right and overall they're good people. Genuinely good people. To think of it, out of all the groups in the school I'd say our group is the most relaxed and nicest people of the grade. You can come up to us and say hi and we'd say hi back without judging you. That's another thing, we don't judge.
God we're awesome. Love you guys.

..also I was so close to telling you something tonight but I kept telling myself everything will be awkward between me, you and someone. Well for me but for you, you'll probably embarrass me. Anyways I felt like I needed to tell someone about it because it has been going on for a quite a while and you were right there infront of me. But in the end I decided not to because the other person would of hated me. I was really tempted to tell you. Like I can't keep it in any longer. OH WELL.

Goodnight

2011-12-22T12:52:00.001+11:00

I really hope today is a success. Maybe I'm just nervous because it's at my house and it'll be boring. I don't know. I really hope it'll be a success and everyone would leave the party feeling happy and grateful of their gifts. And the food and the fun.
Crosses fingers.

2011-12-21T17:32:00.002+11:00

Sometimes when something annoys me, I get frustrated and agitated. I lash out and get all moody, maybe I might speak to someone about it. Maybe not. But when something like that happens in that moment, that very moment I always remind myself to stop. I always, let's re-emphasize ALWAYS remind myself that I will regret it, stop, think, breathe and move on. Walk pass by it and deal with it even if it pisses me off to the max. And in the end you know that your've dealt it right and that's what makes you a good person. You don't let ignorance and annoyance get to you.
That's what I always say. Let the person be annoying because that's what a good person does.
For example, I was rearranging my room and found stacks of unwanted boxes filled with old cutlery, empty bottles and plastic bags knowing that my mum had put them in there. I knew I had to take them out of my room and chuck it away because it's been lying in my room for years and it basically hasn't been touched. I found more boxes, more toys I didn't want (though it was hard leaving my childhood) and paper from primary/ highschool. So it took me a day to get my room organized and clean, free from all the junk. And in the end my mum sees all the things I wanted to dispose and she thought to KEEP them. I specifically told my mum to chuck them away, you're not going to use it, it's old and such a waste. Where else are you going to put it?!?!
Okay I didn't say that. Actually I didnt say anything at all LOL Those were my thoughts.
My mum simply asked me 'You don't want all of this?' and I answered with a nodd. Then she took all the boxes somewhere, probably her room and hid them in her closet. I didn't even argue or lash out at her because I told myself that I would regret it and feel bad for screamig at my mum. She can do whatever she wants as long as that junk isn't in my room.
Yeah there have been many other scenarios but most of the time it's with my mum. Usually with my mum I stop and breathe in front of her before I say something regretful. So I let her win :)

Christmas Spirit!!!

2011-12-20T15:26:00.002+11:00

I was meant to rearrange my bedroom today but plans changed because we SET UP THE CHRISTMAS TREE!! WOOOOOO!!
I woke up this morning only to find the Christmas tree at home was already set up by my sister. She decorated the whole thing minus the lights. I'll put the lights up later :) Then went to my cousins to see Madison, Tesini and Kerichet. They're my Laos cousins who speak English so fluently. Mind them they're all under 5 years old :') After that zoooooommm to grandma's and put up the Christmas tree!! YEEAHHHH it was so much fun!! I can't wait for Thursday and Sunday.
Oh yeah gotta buy food for Thursday.

Well the whole point for this post was to say how much I love Christmas. HO HO HOOOO!! Yeah even if you don't have that special someone you can still spend Christmas with your family and have loads of fun!

I WANT TO OPEN MY PRESENTS :D

Oh and I went shopping and had lunch with Sister Vivian and cousins Bridget and Chloe. I bought moccas at City beach, a shirt from jay jays and socks from Ruby shoes. I LOVE SOCKS. I have a whole cabinet dedicated to winter. Winter accessories that is, with beanies, scarves, socks and earmuffs :)

BYEEEEE. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Boxing Day list

2011-12-15T15:54:00.002+11:00

I'm really happy after figuring out that I have enough money for... SHOPPING!! Yes after successfully saving up all my Chinese New Year money over the past year, I have sufficient money to make a lot of purchases at the end of year sale! I'm really really happy. And the best thing about that is after I spent a specific amount of money, I'll still have money left over for the new year! I'm so glad I've kept my expenses gradual and it hasn't lead me to bankruptcy :)
So this post will be my list. List of things I'm hoping to buy. Oh and after Christmas comes, I'll see what my Kris Kringle's have bought for me because if they didn't buy what I specifically wanted, then I'll buy that for myself :) Gosh so elated!

SHOP:

CLOTHES
- Woolly sweater/ cardigan
- trousers
- blazers!
- collared shirts

WINTER
- Earmuffs
- beanies!!!
- scarves
- SOCKS OMG
- arm warmers

SUMMER
- Sandals
- more loose tees
- shorts?
- any funky shirts

ACCESSORIES
- $10 watch from BIG W!
- Headbands
- more Pandora beads

MY BEDROOM
- Posters, black and white preferably
- NTS: Stick up the fairy lights and lanterns!

ENTERTAINMENT
- OLLY MURS ALBUM(S)
- If my cousins/ uncle doesn't give me Foster The People, Mumfords and Sons and Adele21 album for Christmas, then I must buy that!
- STAND BY ME DVD- AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME MOVIE.

SHOES
- Boat shoes
- Toms
- loafers
- Platform heels
- Cute flats
- more sneakers/ canvas shoes

LOOK ON ASOS SITE FOR ANY COOL STUFF LOL

(NTS: Don't you think I'm going to achieve all of this. It's what I want but I'm only going to select the ones I desire the most. This is going to be one hectic Christmas. I can't wait :))

Happy Christmas Everyone! Enjoy and have a lovely holiday and may you return ready for year 12!

2011-11-28T22:36:00.002+11:00

You belong okay. You freaking belong. What is the matter with you?
You don't need to be worried, you don't need to always look over your shoulder, you don't need to be afraid. We've accepted you so don't worry.

2011-11-28T22:27:00.002+11:00

Some things frustrate me. Other thinks make me happy.

First off, these frustrations are completely irrelevant and are from my own self. I'm just the stubborn girl. Ok one.
I hate the fact people are starting to like One Direction. I know they have rights to like who ever they want but they can't start pretending like they know who they are right from the very start. Like don't pretend you are a true fan or an original fan because you're not.
I hate how people have converted from their teenage heart throb to One Direction. C'mon it's called dedication and your dedication has been lost. These boys are thankful for having an immense amount of fans but us fans don't need fake fans like YOU.
Also, the freaking publicity and exposure or petitions these fans make. For crying out loud, they ARE coming so chill out your balls. You don't need to go to Sunrise or to a freaking shopping centre and raise a petition or awareness. THEY ARE COMING. YOU MAKE US AUSSIE FANS SOUND LIKE EAGERED DESPERATE WHORES.
Even more, I JUST HATE HOW EVERYONE THINKS THEY OWN THEM. I DON'T OWN THEM. I KNOW THAT FOR A FACT OK. I'M A FAN. A SHY ONE TO BE EXACT. A FAN WHO KEEPS TO HERSELF AND WATCHES THE ACTION HAPPEN. IF YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT HOW OBSESSED YOU ARE WITH 1D, DON'T TELL ME. I DON'T WANT TO KNOW BECAUSE I'M ON THIS ON MY OWN.

Ed sheeran!

2011-11-08T21:55:00.000+11:00

This has got to be one of those days I'll remember for ever.
I learnt of who Ed Sheeran was around May. I saw a promotional or sponsored video called The A Team on Facebook so I watched it. Fell in love with it and thought maybe I might fall in love with the rest of his songs. Downloaded the rest of his assumingly 3 albums plus extras. Listened to all the songs and just loved it. After listening to You need Me, I don't need You, as it was the last song from his album, I learned the lyrics to this fast paced song within 3 days. It was so fun to learn LOL
Then I witnessed the release of his album + . I love all of his songs. So inspirational and meaningful. Out of the whole album, I like A Team, Lego House, You need Me I don't need You, This, Kiss Me and Give me Love. Kiss Me and Give me Love legitimately made me cry. Took me back to my own memories. Such sad songs Sheeran, why?!?!
Anyways today I finished school at 12.03pm since a majority of us, yr12s officially, have free periods and can go home straight away. I wanted to see Ed in the city despite the boiling hot weather which I had sport prior! :( Wynee and Mai tagged along. I felt horrible having to let them come with me all the way to the city to see some guy. To me, he has songs that's touched me. We browsed around the city, bought food then made our way to Circular Quay. They shifted locations to the Overseas Passenger Terminal so we sat and waited. This was between 4-5pm. Eventually Ed came and everyone stood up and cramped together.
He was so good live. Unbelievably talented and ridiculously cool. He didn't care he swore. That was him. He's a chilled guy. He sang 5 songs. In order, Grade 8, Lego House, Give Me Love, The A-team (which he told the story behind it) and finally You Need Me I don't need You.
By the time it got to the last song, it started to sprinkle and Ed thought to play around with that. He asked everyone to chant 'F**k the rain! We don't care!' that's how cool he has. Oh did I mention his hair is so ginger and his cheeks are so pink haha it's so adorable eeep! Well he ended the show and said Byebye Thankyou! And zoomed off the other direction while the rest of us ran the other direction since it coincidentally rain after he ended. Headed home. Sat on the train. Humid as hell. Now relaxing.
Thankyou so much Wynee and Mai for coming with me. Sorry if we had to walk alot and endure this hot weather but it meant so much to me!! Thanks so so so SO much! I love you girls!

2011-11-06T13:53:00.002+11:00

Hello. Let's begin. It has been a while. Actually a very long time. Since March...
I didn't forget about blogspot, just thought it was a waste how I created one because it was trending back in year 8 and 9 HA!
So highschools' almost ending. Which means I'm growing up. Which means I don't want to grow up. Which means that's not going to happen.
That's not what I want to talk about. A minority of my friends know I have an obsession with an English band called One Direction. I discovered these lads last year in October. They were cuteee!! I watched a bit of their X factor performances at the time but I was so preoccupied with Logan Lerman, I kept a hold on them. But I resumed back at them in December last year.
For crying out loud, Harry Styles is a sex god. So is Zayn but I love Harry :)
I bought their single What Makes you Beautiful and contemplating whether I should buy Gotta Be You. I mean I really love them. I already bought their Dare to Dream book about 3 weeks ago, same time when I bought WMYB but it hasn't arrived yet. I'm afraid something happened on its way down to Aus :( Hope not. I paid money for that BOOK!
Also the bands getting exposed a lot. Initially I died. No I'm not joking. Like I heard it on the radio and I was just feeling like a big bag of rotting apples. Girls started to know who they were, surprisingly they knew Zayn but not Harry. Zayn because his face is all over tumblr. Not to mention my sisters' friend, who's like 21 or 22 y.o LOVES Zayn. It makes me laugh a bit LOL But I was pouring my heart out for these boys when they're all over the radio but now I'm like, GOOD FOR THEM!! I know right. I seriously and genuinely don't care that other girls like them. All I'm thinking of is those girls are new fans and they don't know or have not experienced what these other fans have. So sucked in.
Yeah enough of this. IT'S HOT. IT'S RAINING. IT'S HUMID. SCHOOL TMR. NO. BYE.

.

2011-03-24T22:52:00.006+11:00

I've finally decided to formulate a list of what I NEED for my birthday. These are essentials, not my wants. First of all,

1. Black Havaianas thongs. This is an ESSENTIAL because for the past year, my feet have been worn by asian manufactured sandals and no they do not look pretty on me :) Size 39-40

2. Thera Tears Eye drops. Initially I was meant to take this after going to the optometrist late last year, however I ran out and became too lazy to buy them. You can find these at your local pharmacies.

3. This is a want :$ I want blush. Particularly Maybelline. Preferably Maybelline haha. Don't mind what it is, just Maybelline blush :$ You can find cheap ones in Gloss and Chemist Warehouse. Mostly Gloss. Saw it $10 in Parra the other day. Doesn't have to be the best quality, I just want to own one :$

Other stuff LOL
1. Dove Deoderant spray. It's 2 for $7 at Big W or Kmart. I forgot.
2. I always loved a plain turqouise ring :$

The end.

Happiness to Unhappiness

2011-02-10T22:31:00.002+11:00

How did it come to this? Why am I all of a sudden unhappy?
I can't come to a conclusion why I'm like this way. Why I always think too ahead and become so worried.

The thing about me is that I like to compare. Compare myself with other people .. in my mind. I say awful things about myself in my head everytime a person presents an excellent essay or a person has no difficulties in mathematics. This is what makes me so pessimistic.

Pessimism: an inclination to emphasize adverse aspects, conditions, and possibilities or to expect the worst possible outcome.

I have the worst disorder in the world. This "pessimism" is driving me mad. As much as I try to control this, it doesn't get any better. I think of optimistic solutions, let me rephrase that, i TRY to think of optimistic solutions but guess what, it doesn't work.

I feel troubled, dumb, depressed and weak. Dumb. That's the last thing i want to call myself but my disorderly comparison with other students is becoming a habit and I honest can't stop.

There's you. You're not only are a nice girl with high standards and big expectations, but I am entirely intimidated by you. "You scare the living shit out of me that my pessimism GROWS like no tomorrow". You make me cry because you make me feel dumb. You make me THINK and WORRY every single day of my school life NOW. I compare you and me and what do I see, a dumb girl competing with a smart one. There's just no competition between us. I can't beat you even if i wanted too.

While school becomes a torment to me, the subjects I've chosen has no become a huge concern in my daily life. Often now I would come home and lay in my bed and think. That's all I do.
Think. Worry. Cry. Concern.

I'm in deep fear that the subjects I've chosen aren't the ones that I'm most passionate about. Literally full of concern that these subjects will bring me down in HSC. Point, another pessimistic concern.

Lately Maths has been a dread. Knowing that the topic I'm learning "seem" to be easy, it's not for me. I've been struggling and wanting help ALL the time. This feels like shit. Which brings more pessimism.

Visual Arts, chose it because I had nothing else to choose. Didn't know why i didn't consider Modern History. Kill me now. The practical lessons are alright but the theory is a killer. No joke. I don't know why i sit there in that classroom and wait for a miracle to come when I know it won't.

English, my main focus. Despite how terrible i was in year 10, I'll do my very best in this subject. This, Ancient History, Drama and vet course SLR is what I've been focusing on. 2 freaking subjects, VA and Maths are the toughest and the hardest. So could someone just kill me right now. I wouldn't mind somebody just stabbing me or shooting me behind the back of my head. I'd rather die than live and know what my life will be in the future.

I sound like a depressed, idiotic and sad bitch but i never talk to people about these things because i hide them. I hide them because i dont want my worries to be their worries.

I need tissue.

2010-10-25T23:02:00.001+11:00

Don't people get it?
"Nitm" is "GTFO don't talk to me coz i'm NITM" =='

2010-10-25T22:22:00.002+11:00

Today's a different day. I've never been this sad for a long time.
Everything's changing and I think i am too.

I've got to admit, I cried several times today as soon as i came back from school and before i went to bed. Now as i write this, i'm crying now. I don't want to make myself seem all depressed but i feel terrible and i don't know what else to do.

I keep telling myself I'm not smart and it's not a good thing to do.
I am a very pessimistic person. So pessimistic and so very sensitive. Noone knows because i always have that huge smile on my face every time someone says "Are you ok?"

No i'm not. I'm almost melancholy. I hate thinking so far beyond now.

I hate this so much. It's coming back to me. Everything i was thinking about last year has caught up to me and it's not giving me any help.

I wished i had more confidence and happiness in myself coz now, i feel like locking myself in my room and not hearing a single word from the outside world.

And all that jazz

2010-07-27T20:53:00.004+10:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO DEAD BLOG!
It has been such a long time and i'm sorry i didn't share any of time into typing up something for all my followers to read.
I had no idea why i wanted to blog again but i was just tumblring .. yes i tumblr now and i saw this picture of this bedroom and it looked so cool! So instead of reblogging on my tumblr page i thought i'd come share it with you guys! :)

Want an update?
Things have been good and bad, up and down and a windwirl of mixed emotions!
First off;

I have like this little "pet" that's driving me insanely .. INSANE! No names just description. Let's just call it a .. cat :)
Alright so this cat has been with me for a while.. and it's been bugging me coz i want to like give away this "cat". Not give it away but somehow break it to "the cat" that it shouldn't belong here.
Yeah .. hope ya'll got the story now..

Ok so this cat is like EVERYWHERE with me. That's why i called it a cat ..
This cat sits where i sit to enjoy my daily meals, this cat is SUPER ACTIVE when discussing about a project and an act together, this cat is very opinionated, this cat is very judgemental, this cat can be alittle disagreeable .. therefore lacking similarites, this cat is ATTACHED TO ME, this cat can be so cute and adorable, this cat follows in my footsteps and this cat just drives me bazoonkas!!!

NOW THAT"S DONE, let's move on..
Any boys? love?
Nope and i've decided to not have a boyfriend till i leave school because from looking at our school and the types of boys that would meet the qualities of becoming a very good boyfriend is limited. And not just because most of them drink, smoke, take drugs etc etc it's because studies are all important to me and i want to have that achievement in my reports. If i have a good report, i'll get a good resume and an EXCELLENT JOB :)
By the way i'm going to get a job at the end of the year after SC and yearlies. Hope i don't have to work during Christmas because i'd like to have my Christmas too!

Um .. OH I'M READING ANNE FRANK! Not for english or literature or anything but because my sister got the book for her 20th birthday and i saw it, i was just completely interested and intrigued by what i already knew about Anne's history so i wanted to read further more about it, which i did! I asked my sister and now i'm halfway.
IT'S SO INTERESTING AND TAUNTING AND SCARY AND A MASTERPIECE.
I mean Anne, she wsa 13 when she started writing in that diary and she's got some good words coming out from her vocab! Pretty smart for a 13 year old! Wish i was her at this time!

And English, i'm literally dying with all the work my new teacher Ms Panteli is giving. It's helpful and good practise for the upcoming assessment but my finger is so fat due to all that writing! LOL! She's a very good teacher though, really undestandable and explainable!

Last and not least, the picture of the bedroom i wanted to show you guys! I love interior designs either its bedrooms or just walls and bathrooms, anything is perfect!!

Oh man, doesn't it look like a fantasy bedroom, all cosy and laid back?! I'd kill for a bed or a bedroom like this! If only it was reality!

2010-03-25T23:46:00.002+11:00

Change of plans, my sister's bday is coming up and we're getting her Tiffany earrings so i want one too but not earrings, a ring.
I don't want to be seemed spoiled or bratty or anything, but just the ring would make me entirely full. I'm gonna wear this ring and treat it as if it is my life. Have it on everyday, in bed, in the shower and in me.
I don't know why but this would mean so much to me, you don't know how much.
A real ring that doesn't become rusty, LOL, that has engraved the words "Hope, happiness and freedom forever"
Ohpleasegod.

2010-03-07T15:56:00.004+11:00

From top to bottom
These are what i want the most! Denim shorts, that colour! No other colour and it's scruffed up and ruined. Those kind of ones.

Hippy Bracelets, i'm really into them :) just get any cheap ones, i just want alot!

Denim vests, the top left corner of the pic. Like those, not the one beneath it.

And Tony Bianco bag, i'm not girly i just like having these kind of student bags that i could wear around anywhere. It's 40 bucks, on sale :L that colour not black.

Oh and scarves. Any type but not the leopard patterns.

:)

NEARLY HERE

2010-03-04T16:19:00.001+11:00

Hey bloggers!
I know it's been a bit boring on my page lately but i'm just here to remind you guys that my birthday's coming up :)
Yeah and i want things ;) haha but maybe i'll get them for myself but who knows.

SO you can see that in the "Other" section of my blogspot it has my wishlist, it still exists. I still want those things even though i haven't had the chance to get most of them but i'm kinda happy with it .. atm.
SO i'm bringing in some new things :) LOL
see how a girl matures, so different and fast too.
But i'm gonna add them on my list and you can make your choice from there :)

Oh and btw, i dont know if im gonna plan anything. I dont really want to coz im lazy and its just 15. Wait till 16 and spoil yourself on that.
But my birthday is the 1st day of holiday so maybe i might just go hang out with my sisters coz everythings pretty easy organised from there and after that go easter show. Always go and never gets old :)

Cya!

2010-02-10T21:56:00.006+11:00

HEY HEY HEY HEY HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY,
well i'm not back back but i'm just updating stuff ya know?

Alrighty so came back to school, BOOO!
But it's been alright, perferred to be at home though.
Oh yeah recent post, in love with twitter, STILL AM.

http://twitter.com/_emzytea

Gosh i loooove it!!!!
And now i'm using my tumblr and juggling with facebook, blogspot, tumblr, twitter andd this other site that's like a gossip site that i check basically EVERY DAY to get the gossip but it's all good :)

UMMM Chinese New year is up and i can't wait, O M G. MONEY $$$ then SHOPPING!!
Nah gonna save it up like i did last year, i still have 300 bucks left from last years chinese new year :D

Well i'm gonna sum it from here.
I've been not depressed but sadened by something and just coming to school stuffs it up coz when i'm at home i feel better, much much better. God that reminds me of a song :(

I'll be gone, visit tumblr yeah? Thanks k, love heaps. Tty soon all bloggers!

http://emzytea.tumblr.com

2010-01-20T20:25:00.003+11:00

Hey you bloggers, haven't been blogging for a while. I reckon it's a good thing.

I've bought a new 2010 diary like last week and i have been writing in it and recording my expenses and stuff so i'm glad i'm not ditching my diary for the blog, oh and tumblr; i don't even know why i made one. Anyone know how to delete it?

So just saying, i don't think i will be blogging and facebooking alot.

I go like on facebook once a week and blog well it's been for i dont know how long, so yeh.
I twitter, i'm a twitter freak because i stalk Nickjonas and joejonas tweets haha but i haven't tweeted or said anything to him. I don't want to sound like i'm IN LOVE WITH YOU, because i am just a tiny afraid.

So cya later, and if so, see you back at school.

Much love, tea xo'

2010-01-13T13:01:00.002+11:00

2010-01-11T16:46:00.002+11:00

I just love Nick Jonas.

2010-01-08T12:54:00.004+11:00

I want to cut off my legs. They're so annoying and so long !
I cant sleep with them LOL i really cant. I've been struggling to sleep for the past couple of weeks because of my legs. It aches and twitches and it just kills >:[

I need a new 2010 diary. Should of gotten it when i was at parra the other day ==' but i totally forgot. Now im writing everything in a separate book then transferring the info back into the diary when i get it.

I'm home alone, abandoned by my whole family :L

Earned myself 35 bucks from cleaning yesterday. Before that went to yumcha and after cleaning went to eat Milanos at lansvale. The steak was terrible :P

So close to school. NOOOO.

OH and had a dream yeah.
You know how at school if you wear the wrong uniform and you get an afternoon detention ? instead you go to the school hall and you eat LIVING WORMS.
WTFF ? and yes i wore the wrong uniform and i woke up the instant i saw the worms.

TALKTOYOULATER

TOTALLY FORGOT, I GOT BARDOT JEANS. Yeah the ones that were on sale. My sister bought it then she didnt want it so she gave it to me. I'm paying her back when chinese new year comes around.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXANDRA UYEN NGUYEN !
LOVE YA LOTS :]

2010-01-05T15:16:00.003+11:00

I'm not much of a party planner nor is a birthday one too.
So my birthday is coming in like 4 months, yeah i know .. plenty of time but there's a problem that i would like to discuss.
It has 4 events that are happening on my birthday;

1st day of holiday term 2
2nd day of Easter show
its on a Good friday
plus im pretty sure nothings opened on that day so

FMD !

2010-01-05T14:59:00.003+11:00

So it's a hot day, a great day to go swimming but im lazy.

I've been really lazy these days. Cbb to go out.
Well i went out with cousins and sister. Bought quite a few things. I took a photo of everything i bought these holidays but i dont have the camera with me atm. Maybe i'll upload it when i have it with me.

So 2010 aye. I dont see anything so different just that we're 1 year older and it's a brand new year. Doesnt mean that everything has to have a resolution you know.

I've just got one, job.

HAPPY 12th BIRTHDAY BRIDGET.

2010-01-02T15:27:00.002+11:00

Everything's going to change, just watch.
It has already changed and it's just going to get worse.

Everyone's always talking about "2010 is going to be a better year, no this no that. Just gonna make it the best."

You say it every single year before the new year comes. Gosssh and then you'll say it the next year and the year after that. Don't you get it ? You're not making any difference in your lifeeee.

Sorry for sounding like a bitch but i'm sick of it ALL.

Justsosick.

2009-12-31T13:12:00.003+11:00

I gotta ask, is anyone ready for 2010 ?

Well i can answer that for myself, i'm not. I really am not. I mean 2010 = year 10 = maturity starts to develop. I know some people dont like childish people but what, you expect to apply yourself with makeup and wear heels like everyday ? No, i dont wear makeup and i dont suit it anyways. Trust me, this is all ending abit too fast.

And i thought i didnt want 2008 to end, more like i dont want 2009. Last year where we could ever bludge in class and now its time for serious shit.

I dont know, i kinda had fun this year.

Well i'll just mention some things that happened this year, involving what happened in each month.
So here you go,

january; this was probably the month i was distant from ALL my friends meaning i was with someone else. Yeah thats all i can say and according to my diary there was alot of crying , woops.

february; Half of the month was still with him but it was over by the end. My friends came back and it was friendship that mattered after all.

march; wasnt over just yet just got a little over- rated and "pissed off". March was the month that had my anger lighten out.

april; Birthday and had the worst stomach ache ever. Sister made a cake and went to parra after.

may; Finally went to one of molikhas party and it was good. Also had cass's livo outing and viv's bowling which was so much fun !!

june; Michael Jackson died R.I.P and .. History excursion to the harbour bridge. Good day.

july; The month that made me so mad at Ms papadopolous ? GRR. The most important event for me = Zone athletics. I GET IT ALRIGHT but i cant help it. I'm a sport freak. She made me lose most of the events i was SUPPOSED TO BE IN but i wasnt !!!!!!!!!

august; At the end of this month> the 31st of august, i received something so confidential that "it" said i shouldn't share it with anyone ever. Yeah well i dont give a shit anymore ok. I didnt give a response to it so dont expect me to.

september; I had my very first ankle injury, ouuuch very painful and gala day was cancelled coz of that DUST STORM ! DAMMN YOU. Turned the whole town red !

october; We didnt attend the year 12 assembly, you know i was so mad at that ? If we missed out on next years then im gonna jump out of my comfort zone. Also grand finals of footy, we were so close to winning. I blame it on the ref that called that tackle some friggen penatly.
Also alot of exams which means alot of stress.

november; Had drama excursion and Jenny's birthday partyyy. Woo that was fun, like SO FUN. Remember that night girlss ;) haha

and december; Went late night shopping, chloes and nathans xmas party, presentation day, wynees birthday + picnic day = what a fun day i tell ya.
Swimming after that then NEW MOON.
Then xmas party with the girls and ice skating. Oh and boxing day sales and sunday shopping with the family. After that havent been out with friends.

Well i hope everyone has a wonderful year and enjoys it to the very full limit. Dont ever lose hope in yourself and remember that you've got friends that'll always be there for yaaa

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! (L)

2009-12-29T13:40:00.005+11:00

So i decided to change back into my old blogskin, coz the other one was good but it was abit cramped. I thought this would make it better.

So i have alot of trouble right now. Havent been feeling well lately.

Alot of things have been putting me down and lately i have been getting a little angry at people for no reason.
Maybe 2010 might make things better. Lets just hope .

2009-12-27T21:43:00.002+11:00

My feet are goooooneskiess !
Went to parra with the whole family, including cousins and parents but no daddys :L
Lets just say im happy but at the same time disappointed that i didnt really buy that much.
I only spent 40dollars.. and i wished i spent more. hmph.

What i bought ?

headband $5 , bangles $3
Black high sequence skirt $10
Mooloolaba sandals $19

About it folks, i think its time for me to rest my ass.

2009-12-26T17:57:00.003+11:00

Merry Boxing day LOL

Went to watch Avatar 3D with my sisters today at the city despite the outstanding weather, it was .. not what i kinda expected it to be.
Avatar disappointed me, doesn't mean it would disappoint you coz maybe it's just my eyes that lies to my brain. I dont know, i felt that it was a good movie but i didn't really like it.
I'm kinda angry at that too. How i didnt like Avatar, part.

My sister said that maybe im used to the whole fantasy and novel stuff but wasnt avatar a little like that. I dont know man.
I wished i enjoyed it more than i hoped.

After that, we took our legs for a nice walk around the city.
DAMN MY LEGS WERE IN PAAAIN.

Came home at like 5pm and im starting to fall asleep ;O

Gotta eat dinner, talk more later.
TOODLES :)

2009-12-25T14:24:00.002+11:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Yeah that's right, it's christmas alright and i felt absolute nothing when i woke up this morning. I did not have the christmas spirit in me. I felt .. normal.
I wished i didnt feel normal today coz its CHRISTMAS FOR GODS SAKE.

But today my sister woke me up and said "LUU-ONG, wake up we're going to yum cha"
i replied "WHY ?"
.. "Coz it's CHRISTMAS"

Got up, got ready, ate a lil breaky incase of stomach ache and then my aunty came. She drove us to cabra, oh and parent went somewhere. O_O
Got to cabra and first went to golden star, too packed = long line. Then to iron chef , perfeecttt. Wasn't exactly perfect just "cool" since it was a hot day today.

So we waited and waited for our numberr to be called and after a hour of waiting it was finally called !
We ate, didnt cost as much as we expected and now at grandma's house to make her christmas a little more delightful.

TTYL !

2009-12-24T13:39:00.003+11:00

I had the most freakiest dream ever, well it wasn't freaky but when i woke up it was freaky from then on.
Right like part of my dream was when one of my bottom tooth broke. And i don't know how nor do i know why. But when i woke up from the dream, my teeth clashed together and i was like "OWW"
I went whatthehell?
It was one of my vampire tooth on my upper gum and it was wobbly. I started to touch it and it was hurting alot and it was like literally wobbly. But it was a secondary tooth and if i removed it then the next stage from then is a gold tooth, like piss off. AW MAN.

I just thought shitt, this better not happen.

OH YEAH !!
Have you ever had a dream that felt like it was a premonition ? Man i do, alwayss.

Once i had this dream i was in this room with like all these furnitures and etc then the next week im at this house and i see the same image as my dream. Weird huh? :S

ANYWAYSSS, HOME ALONE but it's alright. Was gonna go canley heights with mum to get that key card i wanted but i was like "Too hot, no way".
AVATAR ON SATURDAY WITH SISTERS > CITY > 3D AND VMAX ! WOOOO !
Then maybe The lovely bones with wynee, jason and maybe someone else..

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE. CHRISTMAS TOMORROW then boxing day.
So much for boxing dale sales when there are hardly any good shops opened. Well besides Myer. Only Myer im interested in :)

Went iceskating with cousins yesterday. Well its been more than a year since i went iceskating but i still had my skills. Didn't stack it, thankgod and just skated around the arena. Stayed there for 3 hours but it felt like 2 LOL. After that my aunty drove me to my grandmas house and from then i walked home in the heat. damn.

Not bored .. yet but wanna go shopping and get belts and $20 shortsss !!!!!!!!!!!!!

CYAAAA.

2009-12-21T12:53:00.002+11:00

Sorry bloggers for not blogging but it's holidays and i aint spending my holidays blogging my ass off everyday ok ? LOL
Heres some of the events that happened so far..

Thursday; Went swimming with wynee, jenny luong cass etcc and TONY LE. LOL
That was a hot day

Saturday; Watched new moon with the girls and it was so good. Not to mention how mad mary went when Jacob appeared on the screen ROFLMAO

And recently just stayed at home.
Yesterday went to grandma's house and madison is still cute. Her smile just lights up my face everytime i see her :)

2009-12-18T13:01:00.005+11:00

This too, wanna watch it ! Back up plan feat. Jennifer Lopez and Aussie Alex O'Loughlin

2009-12-18T12:55:00.001+11:00

I think about you alot, but i think you want more than that.
I dont want anything else but our friendship to be perfect.
Nothing more, nothing less.
This is what's best for us.

2009-12-18T12:07:00.002+11:00

I'm gonna waste so much money next week. I have to be so soo careful with my money :S
I know i just hate wasting money. It's like the most cautious thing i always think about.

So this week going through next week starting from Saturday (tmr)

Saturday ; New moon with the girls
Sunday; Off to grandma's house
Monday; Pools with girls and others ?
Tuesday; Christmas party
Wednesday; Ice-skating with cousin + her friends

And theres this date that im going to watch Avatar with my sisters since they're so desperate.

2009-12-16T17:38:00.004+11:00

PICNIC DAY;
Go to my facebook, the pictures explain everything about today. Atm i'm so tired and i think my sister is getting a little bit angry at me for going on too long. Well can't help it its ..
HOLIDAYSSSSSS :)

thankyou, goodbye, have a great holiday, stay safe and see you in 2010 !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WYNEE PHAN !

2009-12-15T22:05:00.006+11:00

First of all like to say a HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN NATHAN :)
and that's all LOL.
Tomorrows picnic day, yaaaaaaay ! And also Wynee's birthday, yaaaaaaaaaay :) BUT guess what ? I have to bring my laptop tomorrow on the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL because Ms Kenna needs it for the film thing -_________-

Whatever, i chose to do this while wondering on Wynee's blog.

" I confess that in 2009, I have....

( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER
(x ) painted a picture
(x ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch - I wish!
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
( ) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I…
( ) broke a promise - man too many promises
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
( ) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
( ) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
( ) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
( ) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had a high cell phone bill
( ) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your best friend
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

2009-12-14T22:02:00.002+11:00

I realised i dont really read long posts on other peoples blog because they tend to be abit .. long :L
I try to keep mine short so yeah. Not too much bragging etc ..

2009-12-14T21:50:00.002+11:00

STEVEN TIR IF YOU READ THIS, you're one good competitor. Damn you're so good with this kind of things but i'll get you :L
But that was pretty funny talking to you :L

2009-12-13T21:26:00.003+11:00

Oh so tired.
Something's wrong with my right arm :/ It feels so heavy, heavier than the left side.
Butttt today was SUPER DUPER FUN !
So full. Had so many food, had mango pudding, jelly, some asian dessert with jack fruit, rock melon and coconut juice. Ooooooh.
After that opened our Kris Kringle presents.
I got Starbursts lollies :) Yummmm.
My eldest got a Madison magazine and the other got a candle.

Others got, a magic eight ball, shampoo, necklace, shoes, money, cricket ball and something else.
Farrr so tired.

2009-12-13T11:57:00.001+11:00

Alex is so funny :L

2009-12-13T10:43:00.004+11:00

Remember the song by KCI and Jojo "All my life" ? I was listening to that on my sisters ipod and just thought, damn i miss that song. Now its stuck on my head ! :) which is a good thing.

"And all my life, i pray for something like youuuu.
and i thank god,
that i, that i finally found you
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too"

BESIDES THAT, in 2-3 hours going to grandma's house for christmas party + Nathan's birthday
OFFFFT CAN'T WAIT. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

2009-12-12T13:35:00.004+11:00

Im officially dead.
I did 3 hours of cleaning, vacuuming and mopping for my uncle because he has a christmas party today and tonight.
So the whole day started @ 7.20 when i woke up. No one was up besides my eldest sister coz she had to go to work. Then dad drove her to station and i was eating my breaky. Uncle came later to pick me up and worked at 9.30. Saw cooper by the way, aw he wore his santa hat ><

Finished at 12.10pm and went home. Earned myself $45 :D
Going back tonight to look after Cooper coz his parents are going out and im there to look after him :) with my aunty LOL
Now i can rest ..

Cooper with his santa hat when he woke up this morning.

And cooper going to the afternoon party in his Ralph Lauren Shirt and shorts =='

2009-12-11T20:52:00.004+11:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. Tony Le sent me this link and he's so cute.
He's playing Jason Mraz "Im yours" HE ACTUALLY PLAYS IT, but he doesn't know the lyrics. It made me laugh so much which made me smile alot ! Heard it was on 7pm Project the other night.

2009-12-11T17:37:00.012+11:00

I wanna watch lovely bones, i love the whole mystery thing to it :)

Also Alice in Wonderland that's due to come out on March 2010.

And i'd like to remind you, Valentines Day :)

OOoooo this looks interesting but its scary :/ It's called "A Nightmare on Elm Street"

2009-12-11T16:55:00.002+11:00

YOU BIG FAT LIAR ! CHEAT, PLAYER, LIARR.

AND YOU UGLY, BIG FACE WITH PIMPLES ON THE SIDE AND ANNOYING, DISTRACTING HAIR. YOU'RE SO DESPERATE. ITS OBVIOUS MAN. LEAVE __ ALONE

MAYBE THATS WHY ?

Tell me whatcha say, i say

2009-12-10T21:41:00.004+11:00

SO TIRED !

Yeah im tired, woke up pretty early and made my breaky. Then to school and first up, PASS. That was bludge coz last practical with ms since we have ghazanfar next yearrr.
Skip to after school, went straight to station and met up with steph and went to parra. Looked around, bought stuff and spend 35 bucks. That was my budget and i achieved it :)
At Ruby, some dickhead, i think it was the manager or something ( the gay guy) yeah such a dick. I'm never going to Ruby, full spam you etc. Tell you its this price when its actually 10 bucks more =='. Lame cunts.

OH AND I GOT ANOTHER LETTER TODAY. AND IT WAS MY TAX FILE NUMBERR.
YES NOW ALL I NEED IS TO GET MUM WITH ME TO COMMONWEALTH BANK IN CANLEY HEIGHTS AND MAKE A BANK ACCNT / KEY CARD :D

That's it. I'm prepared to sleep soon.

2009-12-09T21:31:00.009+11:00

Gosh got so many things to say about today.
First of all, GEO EXCURSION GAVE ME A BURNT FACE. Technically not burnt, but slightly red. Yes i didnt notice, my sisters did --'. Besides that had plenty of fun, took a couple of pictures of animals and friends and explored the wondrous abouts of Taronga Zoo.
Bloody Oaf, the giraffes were giant, too bad i didnt take any pics of them.
The seal show, AWESOME STUFF RIGHT THERE. Mitchy, Lexi, M ..m. something and one more. But Mitchy and Lexi were the favourite seals :)
Bird Show freaked me out. That owl with the big golden eyes that swooped right down to our heads, far it was pretty close.
And the gorillas, reptiles and MEERKATS, too cute. Wait not the reptiles, i didnt want to go in there but was forced too >_>

HERE ARE THE PICS.

I got moreee ! Tomorrow, going shopping straight after school with my eldest sister, steph, to buy wynee's present and our Kris Kringle present for Christmas before my cousins leave for CHINAA. Yayyyy.

And yesterday, couldn't work for my uncle because he was running late but that was ok even though i was a tad disappointed but it's all good. Working on Saturday though !! Hopefully by then it would be over and i can jump in the pool for some summer swim :) YESSSSSSSS.

I GOT 3 AWARDS FOR PRESENTATION DAY. THANKS TO MR MACKENZIE, MS PRINCEP AND MS VALLAK. Yep thats right. Sport award for Volleyball and faculty for PASS and Geo. Aw SWEEET.

Last but not least, HOLY FUDGICLES. Like how did that happen ? Honestly, thought you were everlasting with her :/ Not that im like fine with the whole, but you guys were actually a made to be couple, so dont underestimate that. If you still love, go back. If you've got problems, then wouldn't it be best to just talked to her about it. WEIRD.

I forgot one thing, i got my first ever letter. HOORAY. Like i know you get the money from government etc, but i got my like own own one that's different. Sound so lame yeah ? And i thought it was my tax file number but it wasn't ==' Some HPV Vaccination thing.

Just so hyped up and happy. Good week ! Tomorrow, year 10 picnic and friday last day. Next week, last week with Mr Sananikone, make sure we add him on Facebook :L and Presentation day, wynee's birthday on picnic day. HECTIK RIDE !!

Speaking of the devil;

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY NITA HA ! :)
We'll still be friends no matter what.
Through thick or thin !

2009-12-08T22:33:00.003+11:00

" I walked right past you and didn't even notice it was you.
I'm so proud of myself, i'm improving "

2009-12-08T15:17:00.008+11:00

This made Taylor Swift smile according to twitter :) Coz it says " So santa, for my gift send my taylor swift LOL. I kinda like the song tho'.

2009-12-08T14:51:00.001+11:00

Some bloody bird shitted its shit on my shirt that little shit.

Anyways im jealous of someone >_>

2009-12-07T15:39:00.007+11:00

Alex Pettyfer is hot, sorry for reminding you guys but he's hot like today's weather.
And i don't know if he still is, but he used to date Emma Roberts .. aaww
Whatever you do, stay away from him, he's mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .. forever and always :)

My heart will go on ....

2009-12-06T15:03:00.003+11:00

Like about time i watched titanic. I was waiting for it to come up on tv or something. My sisters said they remembered me infront of the telly and watching it when i was young but i dont remember anything at all.
At least i had the opportunity to watch it yesterday night.

O - M - G . What a sad story. Like i expected it to be sad with the whole love story and ice-berg thing but it was so dramatic and touching.
Leonardo DiCaprio = What a spunk .. when he did that role. Now he's grown up i don't find him attractive anymore :L But he was hot in the film :) Aw i wish i could find someone like him. Th whole Stefan Salvator thing, only coz hes a vampire he has to be protective but Jack Dorsen, well hes not a vampire is he ? An ordinary guy. How could you ever find a man like Jack Dorsen ?

Back to the film, yeah i thought i'd cry, but i didn't cry at all. My sister did. Not sisters, sister (the eldest ie.) And that film just made me stay up the whole night. That was the worst night of my life, well one of them. Couldn't sleep. Thought about Paranormal Activity :L Yeah maybe that's why. Saw the ad on telly like 11.30 last night, maybe thats why ==' Now i try to avoid it and change channels :L

Far out, i want the DVD to see the behind the scenes etc. Must of been good. Well naaaaaaah.

Now i'm really feeling the heat. I'm getting hot right now. Like not the sweating point but the "omg i need a fan" point. Shit it's hot. I need a fan now.
Looking forward to this week? Hmm.. tmr isthe Sanani- cone thing , make sure you buy one as our appreciation :L and geo excursion.

Thats about it. Off now, toodles.

2009-12-05T12:07:00.005+11:00

What i am thinking of right now (not in particular order)

1. I hate you, leave me alone you dick.
2. What ever happened to you ? Not the same person i knew before
3. Farrrr got my pp-p-p 's. GRRR !
4. Aw man gotta work for uncles this week
5. GOD i loveee Lychee P:
6. I feel like singing.
7. Gotta ask wynee about birthday etc
8. What am i gonna wear for picnic ? :/
9. Hopes are down for getting a summer job or even a casual :(
10. Wants to ask mum whether she wants to go Livo
11. MAKE THAT FRUIT SALAD when dad's gone out.
12. Not wanting to sign in facebook and seeing the same thing over and over again.
13. Geography excursion , yaaaay :)
14. What a lovely day to go swimming
15. Watching "Annie" - loves it
16. When is my uncle going to call me when he wants me to work ?
17. MY P' PAIN HURTSSS !
18. YOU CUT ME DEEP GIRL.
19. I Love You Alex Pettyfer !

and thats about it folks,

I love you, i love you, i love you

2009-12-04T16:32:00.001+11:00

'Alex pettyfer is SO HOT !
I'D DIE FOR YOU ANY DAY BABY ROFLMAOOOO (L)

2009-12-04T15:33:00.001+11:00

"After these two days of fun, life has been one heck of a ride.
Although some situations haven't been solved yet .. "

2009-12-02T15:42:00.003+11:00

I hate saying sorry but here you go,

Sorry for scaring you guys,
sorry for being too loud,
sorry for all this to come out of my mouth,
and sorry for whatever happened today.

" After today, i feel so different "

You can run but you can't hide, what this is, is what keeps us alive.

2009-11-30T16:03:00.002+11:00

Gurgle gurgle goes my stomach. Ate too much when i came back home.
@ school, everyone was just trying to recover from saturday since it was a long night and many memories would be kept there and locked away and stored somewhere in our brains.
Besides that im pretty cool how everything went @ school. Well not everything, just some things. But they can never discussed thankyou.

Just so many work to do.

Don't stop, make it pop, dj gonna pump it up tonighttt

2009-11-29T15:51:00.007+11:00

Tick tock get out of my headddd.
YESTERDAY NIGHT WAS SOO HEKTIC.
But this morning, i felt so tired. I couldn't sleep yesterday night for some reason. I stayed up the whole night till like 3am. And i thought i was a fast sleeper.

Outstanding highlights ? The not-so-drunk girls helping the drunk-girls to control themselves. It started off with the bbq with priscilla and joanna cooking the food, then we all ate together as a group, then headed to the shots.

After that, everything went out of controlled by the time it hit 8.30 ie. Cathy. She was the first to pass out. I felt so scared for her. She kept on mentioning her sister :/ I don't know what happened next, i left @ 10.
Though i remembered funny quotes from vicky and linda LOL LOOOL linda, so fussy :L
Oh and i still have those videos of you drunken girls :L

But overall, it was a blassst. Good to have one night like that again some day :)

tick tock on the clock, put the party on stop

2009-11-28T23:34:00.002+11:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNY VO NGUYEN.
HAD SO MUCH FUN TONIGHT
Cheeeeeers !

2009-11-27T22:05:00.001+11:00

"I've been waiting for this day to come .."

Miss Independent, that's why i love herrrrrr

2009-11-25T16:20:00.000+11:00

You make me go crazy every single day i see you.

When i see you, i run out of words to say, i wouldn't leave you ..

2009-11-24T19:19:00.007+11:00

These are the movies that im going to watch once it comes out or when its the holidays. And im going to watch it. Altogether a total of 7 movies :)
In no particular order,

1. Time travelers wife,
2. New moon,
3. 2012

4. Valentines day !!!!

5. Remember Me, and this has Robert Pattinson, can't believe i want to watch it.

6. The last song,a miley Cyrus flick

7. AND BEASTLY ! ALEX PETTYFER YOU HOT THAAAANG. This is like Beauty and the beast :D

Nothing feels right when im not with you

2009-11-23T16:21:00.005+11:00

What to talk, what to blog about today?
HMMMMMMMMMM...
School, nahh. Love, not particularly that interesting since im singleeeee Friends, thats like a personal stuff Social, yeah thats a good thing

Ok well lets just say i've found a person who is just like me. Well not like like but is feeling the same way as i am. It's like we read eachothers mind and combine them together and our conversations are just so consistent. She has trouble with ... and i used to have troubles with ... but i still feel the same towards ... so it's like we can talk to each other fluidly.
For instance, one of our convos today i just couldn't believe she was thinking exactly what i was thinking. I really didn't think we had the same thoughts. Like what a coincidence LOL.
I thought i was the only one but i guess she felt the same way .. wooo.

At least i have someone who knows how i feel. Right now i feel like seeing that person, not the one that im specifying now, but someone different. And its a him and if you're thinking what you think im thinking :L it's not him, it's someone else.
I'm crazyyyy. But he keeps on looking at me and i want him to just look away. Like take your bloody eyes off from mine.
Believe it or not buddy, just do something. You've had your eyes locked onto mine for almost 3 long years. Yeah since i arrived in highschool. You were practically the first person i saw when i entered secondary school. Do something mateeee, do something.

Ya drivin' me nuts !

2009-11-18T21:25:00.003+11:00

Stefan Salvator ie. Paul Wesley is the hottest thing alive. Not for you but for me.
HEAR THAT WYNEE :P
This is Vampire Diaries MANIAA.

The chances of finding someone like you

2009-11-18T21:02:00.009+11:00

I have mixed emotions right now.
I'm sad, angry, happy, ecstatic, "lonely" and irritated.

Firstly, i'm angry because my sister, Stephanie, is going to watch the premiere of new moon tonight at exactly 12AM. Like f* her LOL. She's got tickets already but dw i'll go watch it with the group. That's a definite ! Oh yeah and plus i want to watch Avatar. I remember seeing the trailer like a month ago or something, looked so good :)

Secondly, i'm sad because i think i've lost a friend. Someone that was indeed very close to me, but i don't know whats wrong now. Like i havent done anything to her, said anything about her. I was close to her and we felt like "best buds"

Thirdly, i'm happy coz i have someone that could be by my side all the way. Luong, thankyou. I know our friendship wasn't as intimate as 2 years ago but it's great to know that we're still friends. Really you've always been there for me and i really am glad to have you there.

Fourthly (if there is such a word), i'm ecstatic because i finished writing and editing my english debate that ive been dreading to complete. It really gave me the nerves this week that i wasn't going to be able to complete it but i have and it's all good. Hopefully the debate on friday turns out good.

Lonely, coz i don't know. I always feel like that just never really came to my mind.

Finally, irritated because life has so many negativity. You've got people you dislike, people who dislike you, family/ friend/ social problems. It's hard to erase them or just try to ignore them. Who created this world ? who made this such a bad place to live in and go through ?

be tee double you;

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY DANNY NGUYEN !

These are my confessions

2009-11-17T21:07:00.004+11:00

Would you rather deal with all your emotions at once, or none at all? Emotions at once.
Do you like to climb trees? I don't do them all the time, but they're fun
Name your three closest friends: Jenny. L, Wynee, Mary, Bob, Cathy
In order to fall asleep, do you need the conditions to be perfect? No, i sleep more better with noise LOL
Do you get excited or annoyed when the phone rings? Annoyed
What was your last argument with your parents about? Can't recall, too many arguments :L
Do you prefer writing poems or stories? Both preferable
Do you have a Tumblr account? (If so, what is the URL?) Nah Cbf
Try to describe your ideal lover: Like Stefan Salvator. If you're like him besides being a vampire, aw wait. No idc what you are AHAHA
Were you ever in Boy/Girl Scouts? Nope
What is the best kind of Girl Scout cookie? What are there ?
What's the best thing about Halloween? Dressing up and scaring the shits out of people LOL
Are you in love? Happily single
Have you ever questioned your own intentions? Harddd
What pisses you off more than anything? Negative stuff among the world
What was the last dream you had about? Me, Alissa and Lisa lost in the debating challenge ROFL
What's the appropriate age to have sex? 20 - 24. People have different perspectives
Is there anybody you're really jealous of? Nina Dobrev playing along side Paul Wesley ARGH
What type of movies can't you stand? Well the ones where they take the good part of the movie, put it in the commercials and then when you watch it, it's totally boring.
Do people choose to be gay or are they born that way? Choose of course
What were your grades like in high school? They're going well
Is pornography evil or are you neutral about it? It's normal ok
Do you prefer to be monogamous, or are you more a casual dater or swinger? Monogamous ?
What illicit drugs have you done? Im good thanks
Are you a friendly person? Everyone issssss ;)
Have you ever had a crush on more than one person at once? Ahaha i dont know
What's the worst? Anonymous
Have you ever played the Tomb Raider games? Nah
Are you a happy person? Yeah mun
Describe your hair: Long, WAVY :), thin, alive LOL
Do you want to have a huge platinum wedding or a small one? Depends on the amount of wealth i make
Which is worse: Breaking up with somebody, or being dumped? Dumped, coz why the hell are you breaking up with somebody for ? isn't it some kind of relief ?
Are you a healthy eater? Yes
Would you kiss a smoker? Already did
Beatles or Rolling Stones? -
How bad is your temper? Bad
Who is your favorite relative? Madison and Cooper ><
Has today been a good day? yeah i guess
Are you supposed to be doing something else right now? English debate but gonna watch gossip girl instead :)
Do you want to grow old with someone or be single forever? Grow old with someone
What has pissed you off today, if anything at all? Hm yeah sister, full asked me to pay her and i did but shes like "Just take the money, who cares". Like wtf seriously.
Do you ever think "what if" about anything? Always use that
Do you forgive easily? Apparently yeah
Have you had sex with more then 7 people? Not even one
Do you trust alot of people? Only closest
Do you feel for someone you shouldn't? Nah
Do you hate the door knockers that dont take NO for an answer? Never done that before
Favorite movie you can quote a million times over again? He's just not that into you
Would you call yourself strong? No LOL
If you were at Maccas right now and evrything was free, what would you order? Just the drinks and fries. No burgers thanks

Thanks Wynee (L)

All around me are familiar faces, worn out places, worn out faces

2009-11-15T21:58:00.003+11:00

I WANT TO WATCH VAMPIRE DIARIES NOW !! I'M A TOTAL OBSESSED- EE, well not quite. I'm not in love with those hot guys etc. Just love watching it !!

btw..

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY VICTORIA :)

There's no reason your name should come up on my cell

2009-11-15T13:20:00.008+11:00

Thanks to Annie Huynh for the help of Tumblr pics.
I know i can always depend on you LOL

Let me take your hand, as we walk in the dimming light

2009-11-14T12:17:00.002+11:00

I think i've got something for you.. It's developing inside of me.
..Oh emily don't start, it's not worth it. Just leave it how it is.

AAAAAHH. It's killing me, not teenage love again.

2009-11-14T11:52:00.001+11:00

I believe in miracles, where they're from, you sexy thang

2009-11-13T19:38:00.002+11:00

Weather changes, YESSSSSS.
Yesterday was soooo hot! Especially returning home on that filthy train.
It was old, no airconditioner and so jam packed !
But when i came back home from such a long day, it was heaveeen. Drank loads of water, FRUITMANIA, and coconut juice. Almost like a paradise :)

However this morning, it was dull and gloomy. Thought it was going to be hot but mum said "23 degrees and raining" I dont see no rain yet. The clouds are clearing though. -Sigh-

Omg i gotta tell ya, right after i had sport science (period7) it was hell. I was constantly closing my eyes and falling asleep. No joke mate.
Then i hit science, almost felt like i was already asleep. Felt like i was on pills. Straight back from home, fell asleep instantly.
And i only lasted 9 hours of daylight ! And i slept at a average time.
how weirddddd..

2009-11-12T23:07:00.001+11:00

I see that look in her face, she's got that look in her eye

2009-11-12T22:51:00.005+11:00

"Sometimes love comes around, it knocks you down, just get back up and it'll knock you down"

Ugh duh it does. Ever look around at broken hearts and tragic losses.. yeah that's what love does.
It knocks you down, but then you get back up and try again but i guess it doesn't work.

I guess i got knocked down but i didn't get back up. Things are more better when you're living solo.
I don't want to get back up and fckn start again. Find someone different and have some kind of relationship with them. No way !
I realized what it does, what the pain we feel can never be erased.

Don't get back up girls, just when you're really ready and determined that this won't hurt you again.

2009-11-11T20:45:00.006+11:00

story of my life, searching for the right

2009-11-10T22:35:00.007+11:00