I always feel lonely.

I don't have a lot of friends. I know a lot of people out there don't care about me. I've been feeling like that for a while now. That people don't care about me and I know they don't because they don't talk to me. Or ask me to hang out or go anywhere. Or how I'm doing. Or care to listen. I feel like an outcast. I feel excluded. I feel so lonely. I feel so alone in this world battling with everything. I don't have a bestfriend. I don't have a close friend. I feel misplaced and different from everyone else. I feel like I don't belong. I feel like if I left this world, that noone would notice or see a difference. That noone would care because I was nobody's friend. I feel alone all the time. I feel hollow and sad, and not important. I don't mean a lot to people. I know I've been talked about. I know I've been forgotten. Is there something wrong with me? Have i done something wrong? I've dreamed of bad things. I've dreamed of scary things. I've thought it over and over so many times. I won't be missed. I won't make a difference. I don't mean anything to anyone.


Sunday, February 9, 2020 9:01 PM