I completely forgot I had a blog.

Europe is in less than a month and everything is almost booked. I'm ecstatic. This is real. I'm going to fly on a plane across the world for 7 weeks, away from my parents and sisters lol and just be myself with my friends. Live the young life that I've always wanted before everything becomes serious and I've got to look for a stable job. And I don't mind that but I felt like I've only started living like a young person. Last weekend was hectic. I was out 3 nights in a row in the city and it was the best 3 nights I've ever had. Too bad I barely remember them but I remember the feeling, and it was euphoric. As if I was on top of the world and left my worries behind in a deep dark hole.

So now going to Europe brings me more joy because I get to enjoy being young, especially with my friends. I'm able to go out at night without having my parents call me up every few hours to see how I am. I hope when I come back, they'll be able to let me go out at random times without me having to ask them a few hours before I go. I hope I'm able to sleep over at my boyfriend's place without them worrying too much. I hope I'm able to go out at night with friends and stay over at someone's place because I'm unable to make it home. The only way I can see this happening is if I move out and tbh I would really love that. But maybe when I get a full time job.

Ideally I'd love to live closer to the city. Things are just a lot easier and... vibrant. I went to Circular Quay the other night and it was a while I hadn't been there at night. I was in awe at how beautiful our city was. I want to be able to go out of my apartment when bored and walk down the street and reach Darling Harbour or Circular Quay. That's just a dream though because rent prices are ridic in the city. My uncle told me he wouldn't want to rent at my age because he'd like to save that sort of money and invest it into a proper house. Totally understandable but I have a different outlook on where I want my life to go. I still want to study acting but I also want to study like PR/ Social Media. I know my celebrity goss haha and sports, film and television, events, scandals, news. I love that stuff. And i don't know why I didn't look into studying it in uni because I think I would have enjoyed it very much. I wonder if there's like a short PR course I can do. Oh but then I want to go to NIDA. Decisions decisions...



Wednesday, May 18, 2016 5:21 PM