I'M GETTING ANXIOUS

WHY AM I FEELING LIKE THIS AGAIN

DAMN YOU UNI

I HATE YOU SO MUCH

MY GODDDDD I'M ALWAYS STRESSING OUT WHEN THERE'S NOTHING TO STRESS ABOUT

I HATE NEW SEMESTERS AND FRIENDLY INTERACTIONS


LIKE GIVE ME PEOPLE THAT I KNOW FOR A LONG TIME

like my friends :(


I DON'T WANT TO STUDY AND LEARN THINGS

I WANT TO RELAX AND TRAVEL

like those fashion/ food bloggers


WHERE ARE YOU BEING FUNDED FROM????


I HATE UNI :'((((( OR I JUST HATE STUDYING AND FREAKING STRESSING OVER ASSIGNMENTS AND RESULTS AND PRESENTATIONS


I WANT TO BE DONEEE

and then I thought, if I hate studying so much, do I really want to go to NIDA?



Melbourne was good and I'm so damn sad it's over because it was just yesterday that I was there. Just that quick change from holiday to uni. It's such a big slap in the face. Another big slap in the face was how much I spent and the ridiculous amount of shoes I bought.

And I've been so moody lately, it makes me feel so horrible as a person. I can tell when I'm different and rude because it shows the nasty side of me. I don't like being rude because I don't want to people to get the impression that I CAN be rude. When I'm at my laziest is when I'm rude because I tell people to do things for me or tell them i don't want to do it for them.



Monday, July 28, 2014 9:33 AM