I have another concern in my head: driving.

I freaking want my license. I want to drive already. I want to be confident. I am so god damn impatient. I've been taking lessons but I don't feel like I've improved or anything. I've just stayed the same for quite a long time and I want to hurry up but I don't know how else to get better besides practicing.

I've been driving with my sister and we only go for like 20 minutes around our area which is not really helpful but I guess it's because she fears how I drive and that there isn't any brakes on her side to control my driving. Also she's not that careful too because she doesn't think like a learner's.

I hate driving into the RTA and driving out. I hate turning right at roundabouts. I hate merging lanes on busy roads. I freaking hate looking over my right shoulder when I don't know when. My sister just tells me to look over your shoulder anyways, who knows when you should or shouldn't look over. It's all stupid.

I hate looking at drivers and seeing them break the rules, why do I have to be careful now :(( Jokes I know why I have to be careful but careful is so hard :(( Sometimes when I'm driving with my instructor I think she tries to teach me how she would do things but I've already had things sorted in my head how I would do it and they both end up being the same thing.. if you get me

I don't know. Driving is stressing me out because I really want it and I have to wait til like end of July so the hours add up and I'm afraid I won't be ready by then. Wednesday, June 4, 2014 9:25 AM