This morning I felt really crap because the thought of uni made me very anxious and nervous and I woke up very early... like if I wake up early, it's a sign. A bad sign.
Then I went to work feeling sad. But when I started working, I enjoyed it and it took my mind off of it and now I feel a lot better.
I think work balanced with uni because I hate them both but I hate uni more.
So work is my distraction. A good distraction.
A cute boy works across from me. I can't stop staring.
But there's also another cute boy there too. Actually I think he is a man lol.
Walking to the station in my dull mood, people did not keep left on the footpath. My anger burning upppp inside.
Water is so refreshing when you're so dehydrated.
I bought a 750g fruit and nut snack packet on Saturday night. Began eating it on Sunday and it is Tuesday. I have almost completely devoured it. I'm so terrible. But I want another packet.
I can see how slowly careless I am of money now.
Fine dining tomorrow night for Aunty's 50th birthday. Yes!!!!
Work tomorrow. I'm actually excited to say yes!!!
I watched Gravity the other day. I kept thinking about space after that ... and oxygen LOL
I want more clothes. I am inspired all the time when I'm on tumblr and clicking on the style blogs that I follow to see the clothes worn on people and how they style themselves.
I have way too many shoes, but I want more.
I want to know that cute boy.
I want to start reading a book.
I want to buy books.
Crap I have to buy textbooks.
I haven't used the southline is sooooooooooo long. Probably since November.
I've been thinking if I was to be a different person, what kind of person would I want to be.
My One Direction posters have been falling and I've been lazy to put them back up. I don't know if that means something...
I went out with Mai yesterday. It was really lovely.
So You Think You Can Dance Australia is filmed inside NIDA. Watching it was awesome because there are some really good dancers auditioning but if I was to change it to an acting perspective, man I would lose my self esteem.
I can't donate blood for six months :(
I had a dream I went to LA. It was the tourism advert on tv that promoted California and LA appeared in it that prompted the dream. The advert at the time made me want to go there because there was like the rainforest, beach, mountain, all these natural and wildlife environments that I wanted to go and explore.
My digestive system is acting up.
I watched the movie Parkland yesterday. Based on the events before and after the shooting of President John F Kennedy. Don't watch it at night because some of the images in black and white are ... haunting lol. I don't like old deteriorating black and white images