So last night I was really bored. I could of used the time to study but I studied on Friday and I just thought ...VA is such a waste of time. So instead I watched youtube videos on my phone for an hour on my bed til I fell asleep at 10.30. What a boring night. But before I fell asleep... you know that short moment you're awake and you think about things before you actually fall asleep? well I had one last night and it was so weird. LOL I was so fascinated about the world. I don't feel it now but I swear, last night was like some kind of discovery...

I was thinking of aliens and if they existed out there somewhere and of course I do think aliens exist. I mean we can't be the only living thing in the universe, there's something out there. I'm not sure if they're 'aliens' probably just ugly looking people LOL OR MAYBE HUMANS :O HUMANS ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE UNIVERSE. I WANT TO KNOWWWWW. And when I was younger I used to always think there were clones of us living somewhere else and one day we'd encounter them and our clones would destroy our planet. I was so young that I was terrified of seeing my clone and the bad/ evil side of me.

Buttt I was thinking of aliens and also what it'd be like to just go outside our atmosphere. We're like stuck here. Grounded. Our feet on the ground. Walking. Running. Driving. ON OUR FREAKING FEET ALL THE TIME LOL I just want to know what it feels like to flyy.... beyond our atmosphere. To not always be on our feet. To sit on the clouds.. even though we'll fall through it LOL but I want to see our planet from the sky. Look down at our country or other countries. See our planet at night and all the lights light up. It can be seen from our satellite but I want to be up there. I want to feel that.

Also the thought of us actually living in such a tiny part of the universe is beyond my imagination. We're so tiny. Like the Earth is already big enough, the universe is 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000x10^10000000 times bigger. Just how?!?! HOWWWWW. HOW DID BIG BANG START? I know like particles and such BUT WHERE DID THEY COME FROM?!?! It just blows my mind. Oh and I really like astronomy. Always thought of working in that field because everytime I go to a library I always read books about the Universe/ stars/ planets/ solar system/ space etc but I have to deal with physics and that's not something for me lol Damn I love astronomy. Astronomy, Drama and History.

:'( I don't want to do Artttt. I mean yes I do want to do it to get hsc over but I don't want to do it because it's so boringgggggg. My mind completely shuts off and I fall asleep. Boo :( Sunday, November 4, 2012 12:44 PM