So I was thinking I want to earn money from blogging. I have a separate blog with my sis which is kind of like a fashion blog but we only posted like 3 or 4 times and gave up on it. I might return back to it because my sis takes loads of photos of herself and clothes LOL We can split the cash.

Jokes. Nah maybe... I'm so inspired by fashion blogs. I want to be like them and earn a living :( Because if you can't youtube and be yourself in front of a camera then blog behind a computer screen. You know I actually have a youtube channel which I only subscribe to channels but I wished I had the confidence to speak infront of the camera. I think it's the fact that the camera is quite intimidating, it's like looking at you. DIRECTLY AT YOU LOL And you have to keep talking and when you stutter, you just want to start all over again. Must be frustrating because I had that experience when I did the speech for english, and THAT WAS ONLY INFRONT OF A CAMERA AND NOT AN AUDIENCE. LIKE WTH AYE.

So yeah... I might take up this alternative blog. Get some viewers then earn the license of eblogger and get some advertisements up and going on the site. Woot. Imagine that. Your job is blogging, meaning you stay at home and post up pics which ... requires you to go out and take pics of yourself and your wonderful clothes/ shoes and the food you eat, places you go etc. Just imagine.

If I was smart enough, I'd do a political debate or updates because OBAMA YOU'RE THE MAN. I spent the whole day (knowing the presidential election would last the whole day lol) watching his election and I was thinking the whole time, gee Obama.. you're so cool. Why can't you be our prime minister? His speech was so damn good. At one point he had the whole audience cheering... not like he already had them cheering... where he said along the lines 'No matter if you're old/ young, hispanic/ asian/ white, boy/ girl, gay/ straight, disabled/ abled, YOU CAN MAKE IT INTO AMERICA'. There was more but I swear it was like the holy grail LOL He's so good at speeches. He's made to be the President of the UNITED STATES OF ArMERIIIIICAAAAA (say it in the way he says it LOL)

Aw yeah, HSC is done too. Finished my last exam today. Don't feel any different than I was this morning lol But I guess it pushes off all the burdern and hard work over the past month. You know I'm not actually going to chuck or burn my stuff away. Like I want to look back at it and think, how the hell did I do this? How did I manage to study because even now, I'm still amazed at how I did it. And I'm keeping English and Ancient History because I'll need that for uni. But yeah, I might dispose some things but it's quite memorial when you keep your yr 12 work. I'm quite proud of myself. I knew I was going to pass year 12 but I can't believe I've actually done it. Lol I remember the first day of highschool. It's still clear in my head. I walked into school and the first saw Trinh and Hellen since we were buddies in primary. Then we walked to the hall where we sat on the chairs and were allocated to our classes in which I was put in to 7V! and the teacher that supervised us was Mr Ward! He was my science teacher. I think I kept all my timetables since year 7 because I keep diaries and stick stuff in them. I want to take a look. God it's so weird!!!!! I can't wait to read the first day of highschool in my 07 diary and see what I wrote. It's going to be strange, 11 year old me turning into 12 LOL and probably bad grammar and punctuation. OMG SO EXCITED even though I can do it now because the diary is on my left in the corner of my desk but I want to spend a whole day where I can read my entire highschool life. I wished I had written a letter though at the end of each year and see what my ambitions and aspirations or reflections of the year was. But I'm happy enough with diaries :)

Man I've achieved a lot and grown up. Never though it'd come to this day. You'd spend time talking to your friends about what happens when school is over or omg I can't wait til school is over lol but the fact that we've reached that end is so strange and ... unbelievable. Like I feel old and mature or I should be more mature. Like I'm meant to be some woman now and change my life. I'm not a kid. My parents aren't going to give me money for going out nor are they going to care for you even more, just a tad less. I have to be independent and strong! Fight the dangers of the outside world! .... Aw but I enjoy running around and acting like a complete idiot. I don't want to grow up :( I still want to be a kid and be able to depend on my parents. Soon the only person cooking your dinner is yourself when you move out. All that yummy homemade food is gooone made by my dad waah. I still have 10 years. I'm still living under my parents roof for now lol

1st day of post hsc tomorrow and spending it with a friend and possibly dinner in the city with sisters. Yay. Have fun everyone and make the most out of it. My uncle tells me these are the only 4 cherishable and most funnest months of your life. You'll never have this amount of freedom once you go to uni because uni is where your life starts. Unless you're some kind of celebrity and you're asking for a 4 month break but for the rest of ya it's just 4 weeks holiday loading LOL So make every minute count.


Friday, November 9, 2012 12:09 AM