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Catching Feeling- Justin Bieber
I've made the effort to listen to Justin Biebers' album. I've gone through 4 songs and I love them all already. LISTEN TO IT even if you're an anti-bieber fan. You'd be impressed with his music. And I made a bet with a friend like ... 2 years ago that he'll owe me $5 (I know... only $5) if I still liked Justin in 5 years time. Looks like I'll win because I don't think I'll ever hate him lol Oh and I like this version of 'Beautiful' covered by Little Mix on X Factor. I can't stop listening to their vocals that I actually downloaded their X Factor edition lolollll :) Also... I really want a Macbook and iMac :( I have like this whole plan of earning money to save up to buy one but it's really pointless because I have 2 laptops and a computer......... BUT I REALLY WANT AN iMAC. I REALLY DOOOOOOOOOO. SO DESPERATELYYYYYYYY. And Apple just released it's new thin iMac and mini Ipad (which I think is not necessary lol) and I really want the iMaccccc :( Also because I'm in that E12 scholarship thing, I get an ipad too... I hope it's a 3 O_O ONLY if I meet the required atar. I hope I do. I'm not gonna shoot myself down if I don't. Okay maybe I will because THAT SCHOLARSHIP IS LIKE A LIFESAVER. Assistance and support from the university; tutors and stuff. Omg I need that because I hate change and I'm so scared of like their standards.... LIKE WHAT IS A GOOD ESSAY IN UNI?! :( But I'm trying to stay positive by listening to other people say university is good. I think it's the whole socialising thing and the fact that you're not restricted by school, you can go out and have lunch with your friends and do stuff with them. I guess life is more free but at the same time, hard. I can't wait to make new friends but I'm worried I won't make any because people won't open up to me. It's like starting highschool all over again except you don't know anyone. You'd have those like primary school friends at the start of the year then you'd gradually develop new friendships but in uni... it's just you. OH WELL. I'm sure there's other people who are first year uni students and wanting to make new friends. MAKE FRIENDS WITH ME OKAY :) Mmmm.... oh I'm applying for jobs today. I'm bothered to fix my resume and fill their applications. I'm excited to work too but once again, I'm scared. I hate getting/ doing things wrong and if I stuff things up at work, I pretty much call myself a disappointment. I don't like disappointing people or myself. Makes me live under a deep dark hole for a very long time until I do something extraordinary or impressive then I jump back out. For example, it was my first day at my uncles pharmacy and I was working at the cash register. It was relatively busy and I was shitting myself (I wish there was a more polite term for that lol) because there was so many people I had to serve. And I could tell my uncle was watching over the counter to see if I was doing fine and I was... until I served a customer and gave them the wrong change back and I was like 'ohhhh waaaahhhhh :''''''''(((((( I'm just gonna die. I suck'. The customer did say something and I was like 'Oh sorry, it's my first day' and smiled in the end. Seriously, people need to smile. I handled the situation quite well but my mind was just going crazy saying stuff like 'uncle probably thinks I'm crap'. Yeah that's what goes through my mind but I've worked there several times as casual during the holidays. However since I've graduated, he probably won't ask for me anymore because I'll be looking for my own job. I'll be gladly to take both :) Double the pay hehe My point is... I want a job and find it easy. I'm surprised that I learn things or pick up on them quite fast. I've had someone tell me that too at school. Because I don't go tutor and all these things I learn in Maths, English or Science (back in year 9/10) are new to me, she told me I was really fast to understand them LOL Found it a compliment. Thankyou! So hopefully my new job.. when I get one... will be easy to get use to. Oh and if it's your first time working, what you would hate are the customers. Grrrr. These are the type of customers you will encounter:
Well... that's my post for today. We're halfway through HSC! It's been 2 weeks since our first exam. Gee time flies lol SAYONARA. Monday, October 29, 2012 10:22 AM |
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