Hello. I've come to discuss about my impending future. Only a few more months... actually 3 I think... til I'm out of school and living my own life.

So... last night I went to a party. I've got to admit it was quite fun. They made me play this scary game called 'Slender'. The whole point was to find 8 notes in the woods. it's scary because the whole atmosphere is suspenseful and creepy. it was really creepy. At times there's like a man standing infront of you and you have to run the other direction to avoid it or else you die and lose. HA that happened to me last night, I was looking for a note around these tanks.. there were like 8 of them and I turned one corner and bam! The guy was standing there and I pretty much shat myself and the rest of the people in the room. The room was like pitch black and the volume was the loudest so it was extra scary. Anyways that was a cool game.

I'm completely sidetracked now but as I was saying, that night I was talking to people and they were talking about uni and what to do in the future. Then they asked me what I wanted to do and I said Ancient History but they asked 'How about Drama?'. Honestly I would. Always facing the same dilemma. They told me I shouldn't give up and waste my talent and you know what... just them saying those lines to me made me feel... happy. They just placed back 10x more confidence back into me and now I'm pushing to do anything to be in the showbiz... or just drama. It was really nice of them and.. I don't normally talk to them but to have them say that was truly nice.

So at school there's this program called E12 which only consists of 16 specific courses in which people would like to study in Sydney Uni and I'm one of them. I want to study Bachelor of Arts in Ancient History and theatre/ performamce studies but I'm afraid I won't get selected because everyone else is all for Science. I just want to be guaranteed a spot in Sydney and study those courses coz honestly, I love History and Drama so much.

But what will I do with them in the future? I'll try and audition for NIDA after I get my degree and hope I make it through. Eventually I'll have money from my job to get an agent. It really sucks because my parents doesn't know I want to pursue this career and they're not giving me the support I want. But you know, if you want to achieve a dream, then you can achieve it on your own. Sunday, August 19, 2012 4:11 PM