Happy New Year Everyone. It's great that it's a new year but it sucks because this is the year when I finish school... forever.
Makes me really sad. Just imagine when the time comes around, when I graduate, go to formal, see most of the people that I'll never see for the rest of my life for the last time, goodbye maths, drama, not necessarily drama or English or sport, goodbye Art, history, geography, science, the teachers and everything. How I wake up every morning at 8am to walk to school and see my friends everyday. Go to class, out to recess and lunch and sit in the quad. All of that will be missed.
I ask my sisters all the time if they ever miss highschool. They always reply with a yes. They always mention how they miss seeing their friends everyday and that they wished they could redo every test because highschool was so easy compared to uni. Everytime they talk about uni (only when I ask them about it) they mention how hard it is compared to highschool. You don't have teachers, instead have lecturers. They don't help you like the teachers did, providing information, a scaffold or anything like that. They just give you an essay question and answer this in this amount of pages under this amount of words. Damn.
Yeah I don't want to leave highschool purely because it's like the end of my youth. After that, life begins. I'll be 18 when I'm out which means I'm legal to drink, doesn't necessarily mean I will because I still think drinking is bad. I'll have to get a job, be independent. God being a kid was so much easy. Your parents did everything. Soon you'd have to pay the bills. I don't want to grow up :'(
I wish God gave me something to work for or at least dropped a career infront of me and I'll take it. But nooo that's all you.
Damn you young teenagers who successfully win Talent shows/ X Factor/ Idol etccc This is reminding me of One Direction how they're all teens and already have a future. I want a future with you Harry :-)
Anyways, resuming school on the 30th. Less than a month as for now since it's 2012. Better get a move on with my homework plus, VA is dying on me. Don't know what to do with it ha!
Oh and today I went to a bay called Little Bay which was an hour drive from where I live lol I went with my cousins and it was hella fun! Didn't get burnt but got a bikini tan on my back. That's okay, noone can see it :-) I've also been eating a lot over the past week because of Christmas, Boxing Day and New Years but it didn't affect my weight, surprisingly.
Once again, Happy New Year and I hope this year will treat each and every one of you well! If not, make it good!! Monday, January 2, 2012 12:50 AM