Dream a little dream of me
You shot me down, bang bang.
Yeah @ home.
Had a massive stomach ache thing that happened early this morning. I have no f. idea how i got it. I did nothing strange or unusual this morning and it just turned my day today upside down.
So was in the office and waited like for what ? 30 minutes for my mum to pick me up >:[
Anyways she took me to the doctors and the guy immediately took me in, coz i was full shaking and tensing up. I've never felt like this in my entire life. Honestly i felt like this was the pain that most people go through. My right hand was just paralyzed. Frozen and i seriously couldn't move it. So was my face. My face became numb and it felt like it was bubbling inside. Just really scared me.
The doctor asked me questions about the pain, i couldn't respond well coz i was still shaking and .. teary. Far out that was really painful.
I lay down on the bed thingy and he checked on where i was hurting. HE KILLED ME FROM THEN ON. Touched my abdominal area and i was like screammming ! He asked my mum whether anyone in the family has had any of these pains before and my mum replied with a yes, my dad.
My dad. Gosh, i have his genetic material ! His so called Genes. I've got his eyes, height and tone skin colour. I'm like my dad. Everythings dad. If he suffered this kind of pain or ache, then its in my genes. And i suffer it too.
Im like "what am i suffering from" - and he said this long word starting with H_____________. Yeah, i went from ok to wtf. I started to get worried coz he said it was a type of germ or ulcer in my body that keeps on occurring and if it keeps on happening that obviously i'd have to get a blood test. And thats what i did to ensure my safety.
Went upstairs, got a blood test, and the pain was still aching. The women was polite however and she took 2 blood samples of my blood. Got nervous then but it was over in a jiffy.
Went home, rested my arm, did work coz im not up to date and tried to relax myself. Doctor said i tend to stress and become overly tense, so i should slow things down more.
Now im thinking today actually helped out abit. Believe it or not, but this stomach ache always occur like once a week and i think its just something that occurs naturally in my body but i guess not coz now it wont stop. I hate it. Maybe coz i barely eat anything at school and not watching my diet i don't know, but i'm starting to get worried about my body.
Thursday, October 29, 2009 1:56 PM
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