Dream a little dream of me

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2 days in a row i've been feeling very crap lately. I don't know why but today i had an emotional breakdown. Maybe coz things aren't turning good or my life is just upside down and i need to lighten up but i have for so many days and tried to make everything easier but all it is, is shit.
I've dealt with things and recovered but i dont think i can really take it anymore. I think i'm giving up on myself. I feel like i need to move schools to further my education or be alone and think about alot of things. There's not many people who are there for me, there people who were but now have others that are more better.
See i tell everything to my sisters coz they are always by my side and will always for the rest of my life and i wished i could have someone like that. Be a sister wherever i go, dont judge me for who i am, don't leave me alone wherever we go ( in which your case would be "dogg") or bitch behind my back and cause trouble. Why can't it be that easy ?
Nothing's easy, and im pretty sure it wont be for a while.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009 9:34 PM