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Frustration frustration

Do you know how angry and sad am i ?
I feel like crying at the moment. It's not just what happened at school, i mean i got really pissed off to the max but its what happened after school.
Farr today was cold. Whats up with the weather. All gloomy and cold now huh ? Where's the sun ? :@ God you literally made this day officially the shittest day ive ever had and could it get any worse ? I wished i never went to area today. It made it soo complicated. I didn't have any events on except for high jump but it was raining and i didnt have spieks meaning no grip on the ground and no competition. >:( IM REAL ANGRY. and me and tracey paid 3 bucks to enter, sat there for 5 hours till the carnival was over and our ass and legs were in so much pain coz we've been sitting on it in the same position the whole day. And now we're fine. PLus my legs and hands have been cold throughout the whole day and you dont know how i feel right now .
After school, we were the first of 3 people to be dropped off at our school and that stupid roadwork is soo ridiculous. So me and tracey walked home. She didnt know the way back to her place :L But i think she eventually figured it out.
I came back to my grandma's house and saw my dad and he was very pissed off. At me ? Eff off. He shouted at me and full chuck a fit and i sat there silently coz it was soo nerve racking and scary i didnt want to make it worse. And he compared me to my sisters and how things arent the way he wants to be. I really wish, really wish i was fluent with my language. If i could learn it, that'll be awesome but unfortunately i dont think anyone teaches my language :(
So i slept and tried to just let things go but things got worse. Worse when i DID NOTHING when i woke up.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009 7:45 PM