Dream a little dream of me

SICK OF YOU !

How can i explain how upset and angry i am about you, girl. I don't even know why i know you coz you weren't even known until you had your best friend that came along to help you get more friends. I hate you, i hate you, i hate you. And i dont care if you dislike this ignorance from me but i just hate you so much. I hear these things about you and yes they are what you say. Who are you huh ? SERIOUSLY, NOW YOUR LIFE HAS CHANGED AND ALL YOU HAVE IS THE ONE VERY MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN YOUR LIFE THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY AND YOU WEREN'T EVEN INTERESTED IN THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE. WHAT HAPPENED TO " WE'RE JUST FRIENDS ." Oh please, everyone knew something was gonna happen and you denied it, so no point in lying about it. Now look at you, so happy and keeping your promise in saying " This is a new year, a new beginnign and a new start, forgetting about all the troubles that happened to me last year" Geeze you think you can last that long, and plus why do you go to him to tell all your problems ? HUH LIKE WTF ?!@#$%^ You can go to your boyfriend to tell it all to him. Isn't that what makes a relationship stronger and last longer ? Isn't he the one most special person that you rely and trust on ? Do you believe that you're just being a bitch and playing him. You don't love him aye ? You're just playing him so you could be the queen bee ! And btw you want everyone to know how you got this "boy" into your life. How pathetic ! ONE MORE THING, STAY AWAY FROM THE GUY YOU EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS WITH ! IF HE HAS HIS PROBLEMS, HE CAN GO TELL HIS GF INSTEAD THAT MF DICKHEAD. I'm sorry i'm acting this but i can't help it. You may seem like this isn't Emily Tea, but everyone has an inner devil in themselves and they just can't keep on hiding it inside.. not for long. I could go on and on and write about you in my diary but i wouldn't want to do that coz i don't want to have to wake up 10 years later finding this diary that has been 10 years old and reading these things about you. I don't want to remember you, ever ! Thanks for being innocent and so friendly. - ___-

Wednesday, July 1, 2009 8:48 PM